I put on my claddagh today for the first time in well over a year. I had it on to show people my relationship, that I was taken, but when I got the Ring, it wasn't important anymore. I've deemed it important to have on now. My arm still hurts, so much. Funny, that an arm hurting can be a sign of referred pain from the heart. Odd that mind over ( Read more... )

I went through the old entries and deleted all the ones that are no longer even slightly relevant. My life is changing and I need a place to be....real. So, I chose to do it on here. I'm no good at diaries and journals, so I likely won't be on here for very long, or often. Especially not with my little baby Jade coming in nine weeks. Still, I want ( Read more... )

* signifies the girl speaking ( Read more... )

    I was sitting in the car on the way home today, and we were listening to Buffy:The Musical. The song "Something To Sing About" came on and I got to thinking about the similarities between Buffy and myself at the time. Well, the way the song lyrics could fit me too. The thing that got me most was the way Buffy speaks of pulling out of heaven by ( Read more... )

I wrote this today, not really quite sure what it means yet, but I like it. I hope you guys do too, but if not, please be gentle........Yes, I know it might look familar. I took the ryhme scheme from another little poem, and just wrote. It was one of those times where my hands wrote what they wanted and I just let it come.

Cold as winter, strong as ( Read more... )