Well were movin this weekend. Off to Oklahoma Im gonna miss all of you. I just dont know what Im goin to do. Things are just nuts but I think It will all work out in the end. I love all of you and yes you to Jill I dont know If you read this but Ill write it anyways. I hope things get better.

I miss him. This shit sucks. Poor Brandy I know its gotta be 10 times worse for her. Atleast she gets to go see him in a week I still have like over a month and then god knows when and for how long. I really want to cry......

I dont know if anyone reads livejournal anymore. Its not the "cool" thing to do now. Its all about Myspace. But for all of you that do read this I finally had the baby. Emily Marie Graham she was born on March 27, 2006 at 7:12 a.m. She was 7 pounds 8 ounces and 19 inches long. I was only in labor for a couple of hours. I was only at the hostipal ( Read more... )

Its a GIRL, ITS A GIRL, FINALLY ITS A GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why is facing this fear so hard for me?

OH MY GOD can I get any more depressed? Atleast I know Im not the only one in this world that shit just cant go right for. Just when you think things are really going good for once all hopes get smashed. I cant stand it here. It was only a matter of time. What the hell to do? I just want to scream.....

I miss my family..I know we fight all the fuckin time but I still miss them and I feel so distant from everyone. I feel all alone. I dont want to be here anymore. I just want to go home.

Snow snow and more snow. It wont quit snowing. I hate this shit. I hate the cold and I hate the snow. How in the hell am I suppose to drive now? I fear driving in this shit. I wanted to go to shooters this weekend but I dont think its going to happen. Ashleys cars broke and I dont have a clue on when I can get insurance on the car. SUCKS. But ( Read more... )

Im pissed and depressed again. Yeah what fun. Im sick of luke. Dont care what anyone says. IM SICK OF HIM. Hes been out for about a month and all the things he said was gonna change hasnt. I did give him the benfit of the doubt. Of course I didnt believe him all the way but I figured we'll see. Yea I knew. My own damn fault. He was suppose to buy ( Read more... )

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