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yup.

i like getting older,
i like when my hard work pays off,
and for the first time i like being wrong about myself.
back to the roots - it's been real Chicago.

i wish i knew how i could print out of the entirety of this journal. there's just so much of me in this damn thing, eventually it will be gone. but i hope not. this collection of entries seems alive when i re-read it... memories flashing through me like lightning. some of it is so revealing it's alarming- makes me want to delete it all- but i ( Read more... )

i think its time to give this shit up.

got a call from a friend.... gonna model for jshoes.com... shooting is the week of august 6.... hopefully ill get to keep the shoes... theyre gonna snap me wearing the shoes while painting on my mural.... should be pretty groovy... alcohol awareness in bartending class today.... hahaha... headshots this week with brian mcconkey! can't wait to get ( Read more... )

i never post in this goddamn thing anymore. not for lack of anything to say.... just the lack of how to say it. spent the fourth in maine with the fam. simple times. helped my soul, so to speak. speaking of soul- mine is running on empty. time for a new projecto.... bartending class starts on monday. $$$$$$$ i desperately need a new set of faces to ( Read more... )

trying oh so hard to sleep

lately its been about the paint, not the words. i have fallen in to a hole. continually sacrificing self expression for the company of the every night type, yet so restless. things are always slow now, it seems my mind is melting. why is it that every scenario of my life never lives up to........ what? who? where? why? i have no fucking clue, i ( Read more... )

.........mmmmmmm.........

<3 <3 the caribbean <3 <3

well, hmm ( Read more... )