i forgot how much i like silverchair. schools going good except for some drama w this dumb bitch. started intro to cakes . now im on break til 3/8. i wanna do something take a little road trip but like usual im broke as a joke. maybe i can figure something out... zoes back home. she got a new cage w a playtop and is lovin it. mikes at work and im ( Read more... )

probably goiun to get zoe tomorrow. super excited.

pretty depressed about everything else in my life right now. fuck it

schools going good. its fun learning something new every day. keepsmy mind working. uhmmmmmm.... i miss my brother..hes only been gone for like 3 days too. saw zoe bird yesterday she was mad at me and kept biting my lip and i was getting pissed. anyway, shes comming home in afew weeks and i cant wait. :P

ive got so much to do. mad laundry- mad dishes sweep , mop, clean my bathroom. UGHHHHHH going to school really cuts down on my cleaning time and by friday it looks like a tornado ran through my room. me and mike made some awesome "puzzles" last night ( Read more... )

i kind of wish i could b there to take care of you now..

instead ill just try to forget it all. no regrets. smoke it all away-litterally. im doing so much better without you anyway

got my grade for the first classes. 92.4 to be exact. im pretty excited . so things are going goood. except i miss zoe and every morning i wake up and forget that shes not here then i get all sad. i was really upset about the whole situation today before school so i had to cchew a tiny chun of a xanex to calm the fuck down. today we made balsamic ( Read more... )

within the hour ill be bringing zoe to a bird rescue. i have to surrender her ( Read more... )

lexi had about 7 seizers last night - even on the way to the vet. it was so scary her body felt like--limp and her eyes were glazed over and it looked like she wasnt even there. so fucking scarey. she spent the nite at the vet on seizer watch, didnt have any--so now shes home friggin waste of 200 beans. this fucking sucks. the last thing i need.

she just signed her own death wish. fuckin bitch. im waitin for ya.! with my steel toe fuckin boots on lets gooooooooooooooooo

week 2 of school-- im more into the groove of things . waking up to the aggervateing sound of the alarm clock---its NOT SO annoying as of late, but i bet ill break another eventually.

uhh.... got a 87 on the first grraded test. kinda surprised myself there...

i cant friggin sleep

i derno

when its silent i think too much and its self