in ten days...

i will be in bloomington with the lovers.

this weekend has been completely messed up. and im pretty much glad its over.

sometimes i find myself forgetting about this journal. i check other people's every day waiting for my friends to update, yet i just dont...not that im saying people check mine everyday, but yeah ( Read more... )

so right now i have some friends who got engaged, others who may divorce, another who is settling, one who is gonna have a baby....all at once. everything happened all at once. and its so bizzare. im still here. with none of the above. and im okay with that.

i have been in the strangest mood the past couple of days ( Read more... )

so i have thousands of songs on my computer bc i like one song by someone and then i download a ton of songs by that person/band so i can hear more...but i tend to not really listen to the ones i dont know right away ( Read more... )

im sick of waiting for people.
im sick of getting ready and then nothing happening.
im sick of work.
im sick of being alone.
im sick of feeling pissed off.
im sick of having to make decisions.
i feel like im trapped and i dont know how i got here.

its been a good day, but a full one ( Read more... )

i dont like feeling ignored.

things really creep me out when they come full circle.

how does it always happen?