things are...good lol i'm not depressed like i thought i would be but things definitely arent the same this year. school academic-wise, isnt like last year either. i fear that i slacked off last year to the point where this year i can't get out of that hole...lets hope i have some sort of "awakening" really soon lol its not that i'm slackin it this ( Read more... )

since the last update, things have gotten way better. i look back at it now and cant believe how disgustingly dramatic i can get. lol though things have been better since then, the one thing that remains true and just as painful is the fact that my seniors are leaving me...yikes...what am i going to do w/out them?...i freaking love them all and ( Read more... )

so...yet another bland weekend where i didnt get to sleep in this morning and nothing great happened tonight. if my social life wasnt dead before, it has been massacred this weekend. i blame part of it on ms. adams for calling my parents yesterday and wanting to talk about the test that i got caught cheating on back on tuesday. now she could have ( Read more... )

dude....what...the...f**k....haha i guess that everything really paid off. all the work, all the bitching from mcdole. haha i dont really know if i can or ever will truly be able to express everything that i am feeling now that its all over and i'm in. when the area chairman, or whatever he was ha, called my name, i had no idea what to do except ( Read more... )

nm really happening for me, tonight was pretty cool though. optimist award dinner was hilarious thanks to the ever insulting shawn. *cocaine music* hahaha if he wasnt there, i'm sure it would have been more of a drag than it was lol but yeah, tomorrow is madrigal dinner at 7...great, i'm literally gonna freeze my nuts off in those damn tights lol ( Read more... )

lemme just say that mariah carey kicks ass & we should all worship her haha jk anyway, her new song dont forget is a really good song. and the video is even better, its exactly what you expect from her & even sexier haha damn it she's sooo fine its not even funny! that guy kissin her neck & lickin all over her is f**kin lucky! LUCKY!! damn...lol

por que te extrano
desde aquel noviembre
cuando sonamos junto
a querernos siempre
me duele este frio noviembre
cuando las hojas caen
a morir por siempre

noviembre sin ti
es sentir que la lluvia
me dice llorando que todo acabo
noviembre sin ti
es pedirle a la luna
que brille en la noche de mi corazon
otra vez...otra vez...

things are really different now...last time i saw or even talked to you was like 2 weeks ago but i mean if anything that should just mean that we need to hang to catch up...i hate that i feel this way, i'm probably just making something outta nothing as usual but i dunno...

i need new/more friends lol

well hello my loves! its soo good to see live journal again, damn. who woulda thought friggin myspace would be so addicting lol i dont really know what to say, i feel like i just started a lj all over again lol ( Read more... )

ladies, gentlemen, and undecided...I AM OFFICIALLY 16!!! oh yeah bitches! i'm soo excited and i have no idea why lol i can barely believe it, i feel so weird saying i'm 16...i guess cuz like that was an age that i always kinda looked forward to. oh well, all i know is that i'm gonna f**kin party till 8 in the monin' hahaha lataz!!!