I would like to take another nap ( Read more... )

Wow...I am speechless...The girls are gathered in my room and I love it. I love how our friendship is always a 24 hour sleepover. Today Allison and I took a run. I almost died. Really...Al killed me ladies. Hehehe.

I had a long class today. It was great. We went to Walmart. We went to dinner...I got a solo in VOP. Yay. Okay...Uneventful. Sooo....

Well...can you actually believe it? I am here...in Tennessee and I feel like I am home. There is nothing left for me back there now. I know my place. I am so excited. After two months of saddness, confusion, lonliness, longing, questions...I feel as if my life is moving in some sort of a direction. As I have mentioned so many times...my songs...are ( Read more... )

Well Christmas has come and gone. Crazy. I had a very nice couple of days. Christmas Eve I sang at two church masses with the church folk group. I enjoyed doing this. My voice needs to blend and I ended up singing soprano...and I was amazed at how much progress my classical voice has made. I was really proud of myself. There was a girl in the group ( Read more... )

In the moutains ( Read more... )

You Saved Me ( Read more... )

You Saved Me ( Read more... )

Okay...the clock is ticking. I can literally here it...this constant drone...and I just want to throw it agains the wall and leave. I am sitting here at this desk...pretending to look busy because there is nothing to do. I am a lot better than yesterday. I was pretty awful...ask Katie. Parental problems. They drive me crazy. But that's alright. I ( Read more... )

Today I was at work when this patient called. I happened to be the lucky one who picked up the phone. He was rather funny. In fact...he hit on me. And he was forty years old. He found out that I was nineteen and he asked me if I thought that I was pretty. I laughed and told him that there was absolutely no way that I would ever say if I was or not ( Read more... )

Okay...I am not doing good tonight. Okay I am down right pathetic. I went to my old school today. Everything was a memory. Everything hurt and everything stung. I ran into an old friend who told me that she had talked to Tim. She had asked him what had happened with us and he said that he didn't want to talk about it. He said one day I will tell ( Read more... )