Weird to think about what's to come or actually about to end or wait it is all about to end...Ecstatic doesn't even begin to describe me and my feelings in the least.

this is so weird to think about.  what we've known for the past thirteen years of our lives is going to be over in about nine final days.  people ask me how i feel.  no...not scared.  I am indeed really excited.  I feel like I've been stuck in the mud for too long and now the doors are opening.  watch me now.  i want to do big things with my life ( Read more... )

Does the fact that I do not care anymore matter?

YES

What to do, what to do?

I've learned to breath while drowning. Genius/Death.

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She walked into the long hall that she once knew so well. The smell was a nostalgic; stale faintness that wafted through the air. Laughter, giggles, silliness. She could feel it bouncing off the walls like it all had ( Read more... )

this was my day... it was much better this way...


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photos for your enjoyment... Prom... '007


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dear friend. I know times at home have been extremely hard but don't slip away.  I love you with all my heart. Things will get better they always do I promise.  you know you are loved by a lot of people and I know it feels like its all crashing down before your eyes. just remember though a person can only be as strong as they are willing and I know ( Read more... )

To The Unknown:
I adore life and everything. so as the days go by I realize things are better.  things are becoming more focused for me in.  I can't explain things and I'm certainly not going to try.  my break was good...i sketched it up with two extremely close friends of mine who i completely adore. I've very much enjoyed my down time just ( Read more... )

alalala. saturday afternoon, saturday afternoon. march 24, 2007, saturday afternoon. 
i'm currently trying to find good music on iTunes. i get in these moods where i just get urges to find new, incredible music. i'm not finding a lot of good stuff... good music is rare and hard to come upon. of course, as always, i should be more productive right ( Read more... )

and the day was lost in the sunny weather.  hair blows in the wind and we can all relate.  feels like youth again.  remember the first time you went on a ferry boat ride.  no matter how cold you stayed in the front of the boat to let the wind blow you away.  sitting in my room with thoughts about nothing but about everything all the same.  crazy to ( Read more... )

I got accepted to 2 out of the 2 colleges I applied to; SPU & the UW.

I have to decide what to do next.

Here are my options:

a) Go to the Christian college of my parents' dream, live in all girls' dorms, study in small classes and have great discussions, and remain under their control for 4 years longer (because they will be paying for a majority ( Read more... )