I feel like valentine's day is irrelevant. Why do people need a specific day to show their love for one another? that should be a daily occurrence, not just a once a year thing. whatever, i'm ranting ( Read more... )

I wish i was more profound... or maybe just more willing to accept the inevitable ( Read more... )

so i find it ironic that my last entry (which, mind you, was about 5 months ago) said that "peppedine is really the place that i want to be" because now i'm filling out applications to about 7 schools. its been less than a month and i already don't like it here. people keep telling me to give it more time, wait it out, you may find you like it. ( Read more... )

awww home sweet home... i felt like such a brat this week.  i loved being in Washington DC and NYC... the sights were breathtaking... and yet, the entire time, i just wanted to be at home, spending time with my friends... the friends that i know i won't get to see hardly at all begining in 4 months... i feel so ungrateful ( Read more... )

I've decided that i hate me right now... like, if i was someone else, i wouldn't want to be friends with me... in fact, i wouldn't even want to associate with me ( Read more... )

So i ended the college process 6 for 7 ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like everyone is watching you, scrutinizing your every last movement and detail, yet no one is listening to anything you say?

i feel like that statement is the theme of my life sometimes... and i'm starting to dislike it...

who is done with their college applications?

oh yeah...

ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now on to audition-mode... ew

so i got my ACT results today, and thank god i did well because my SAT results sucked!  haha 33 out of 36 on the ACT makes me happy ( Read more... )

So applying for college?  not fun... i haven't even begun to write the essays yet... and i'm already pulling my hair out over it...  as if we don't have enough to deal with our senior year... maybe teachers should be more understanding and give less work so we can concentrate on GETTING INTO COLLEGE ( Read more... )