Okay so I have a boyfriend I dont love, a lover I cant stop loving, and ex I cant stop thinking about, and afew dirty little secrests i wish i could take back. Does that make me a bitch? or a whore? or just a girl who cant make up her mind? I want to love Dan but thenver we'e together or on the phone I cant help but think to myslef, "...I could ( Read more... )

Hey guys i'm bored as hell and avoiding someone so i figured I'd write on here for a bit. mike Phillips is gettin on m nerves. like I like him and all but he's really not my type and like i've been trying to let him kow I dont really like him withough like yelling at him but he's not fuckin getting it. like i'll sit there talking about all ( Read more... )

Congratulations. You have been chosen to be one of the few who will be given a sneak peak at my new book. (yes, that’s right, I’m writing a new one) There are most likely 2 reasons for why I picked you for this ‘honor ( Read more... )

lol okay it's 2 in the morning ang mike wont go to bed untill I sign off 'cause he's so awsome like that :-D so I'll make this as quick as I can. Okay, Scott came down to visit me saturday, we went to dinner and a movie and then hung out at the skate park for a while (oo note to self, post first chapter of book in livejournal) then on friday ( Read more... )

Wow havent been on here lately. How is everyone? I'm In NH right now with my lil cousins and thought I'd post something. I'm Glinda in the Wizard of Oz, I got out of school wednsday, Broke up with Mike for the third time a couple weeks ago, Can't force myslef to hate or forget him which is killing me inside, made out with 2 guys since I broke up ( Read more... )

Okay, so Mike asked me out (again) and I said yes (again) yeah 3rd time's the charm I guess. lol. Then my friend Nick (who loves me aparently) asked me to go to a rox game with him on sunday. i gunno. I might go. Then Matt's having these weird girl problems and of course he decides to confide in me (which part of me loves but part of me is still ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting in Mr. Ahern's class and all of a sudden i feel like I'm gunna cry for no aparent reason. Then i get this empty feeling in the pit of my somach like someone punched me and I start shaking and twitching uncontrolably and i cant catch my breath. I didn't stop shaking till the end of fourth period and i started breathing normaly around ( Read more... )

Okay, so thursday I got a friend request form my little Randolph drami friend Mike :-D and I might have found my little 20-year-old friend Scott on myspace(he doesnt have any pictures of himself up but he accepted my friend request and he went to Waltham a couple years ago so i sent him a message saying 'yeah is your last name Landry??' so now i'm ( Read more... )

So Sammybear and Mark are going to Stoughton's Senior Prom and my options have become 'find a way to go with them or die.' lol. Matt's going to junior prom and he's bringing steph so Mark is gunna try to find a way for Butters to go to senior prom and I'll probobly go with him. Not the worst thing that's ever happened to me. I mean, Kyles a cute ( Read more... )

So, yeah, Sammy wanted me to go to RI with her this week to visit ppl and at first I was like 'well, I don't really feel like goin' and then Matt's like 'you should go, you'll probobly regret it if you don't' So here I am and I'm having a BLAST! I'm so giving Matt the biggest hug the next time i see him!!! He's so cute, I love that kid ( Read more... )