how long has it been? does anyone even go on this anymore?

does it not suck when your'e 19 years old and have no idea what you're going to do with the rest of your life? how about waking up every morning and feeling completely worthless....worrying about the littlest things and feeling so stressed that your stomach feels like its twisted around a medal rod? yeah....story of my life. i cant drive...im not ( Read more... )

holy cow i havent been on this site in about a year or so. welllll UPDATE. im 19 now, still in buffalo. dating someone way too old for me and loving it. going to buff state in january for english education and until then, working full time as a hostess at don don pablos. im pretty much never home cuz my parents drive me crazy but im workin hard and ( Read more... )

HAPPY EASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*hope everyone is having an awesome day and got lots of good things. unlike me who hasnt gotten anything for easter since i was like 12. but anyway...i love u all.!!*

hey all! i havent written in a couple months. the memory of the ex is long gone. im over it. lol umm..it is finally warming up in buffalo and im pretty stoked about that. right now i am on spring break till next monday. hopefully it will be fun. it has been so far. hangin out with my favorites. haha. still missin washington of course....i dont ( Read more... )

im back from cleveland! mmhmm. it was a long deserved break that i neeeded. i felt better getting away from everything for a while. basically i went to the rock and roll hall of fame and it was pretty awesome. then i went to the mall there and it was kewl and got like a new shirt and shoes. we went to alot of nice restaraunts too. yum. buuuttt now ( Read more... )

feelin better as each day goes by. i guess he might like someone else now...ouch. but im not for sure. im trying not to worry about it tho. i just wanna tell him how i feel...like i want him to look at me in the face and say "i dont like you anymore." it would hurt. but it would let me kno. i dont want him to feel sorry for me. i rlly dont. i just ( Read more... )

krystal rose ferguson --

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Extremely extreme!

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*feelin a bit better. miss him still tho. blah boys are dumb.*

we broke up ( Read more... )

umm so ive been outta school for about a week. cuz we had ReGeNts break. kinndaa gay but cool. im still going out with mark and its gonna be 3 weeks tomorrow. yay. i heart that kid. umm nothin much going on. very awesome week. mostly just hangin with mark and lauren and the rest of the gang. going bowling! lol. my highest score was a 134! watching ( Read more... )