this day/week has been so long. i feel like i want it to end but at the same time i dont. i want it to end obviously for the weekend but then again i also know that this weekend jon has to go back to school. i know that these things are inevitable and for the best but they are still hard none the less. the baby is doing good..i feel huge. i am ( Read more... )

some how in the last month it seems like i have slowly been getting more and more stressed out. i really dont know what to do about it. i know that it is really not good for me or for the baby that i am on the verge of a panic attack on a daily basis. i really feel like i never get a break from work and life. i wish i still got a christmas ( Read more... )

hello world! how is everyone doing today? things are going good for me. i have such a wonderful boyfriend who bought me a brand new laptop for christmas (yes he gave it to me already) so now i can get on the interweb. pretty neet huh. my thanksgiving was great. i introduced jon to my family and i went to his family thing. everything went really ( Read more... )

well..im pregnant. i guess that is about the newest thing going on. my birthday was yesterday. im twenty now. i went to brent shryocks visitation yesterday and balled my eyes out. jon took my out on a date for my birthday though and cheered my up. he is possibly the sweetest guy i know. i am officially divoced now to as of last friday. i ( Read more... )

hey guys..it has been way to long since i have posted..so what is new in everyones life? for me things are going really really well. i have a great job a wonderful family and an awesome boyfriend. this weekend was zoeys birthday party she turned three. i cannot believe time is flying by so fast. i am going to be divorced here soon so that is ( Read more... )

children...how is it that they have no concept of disgusting? right now i am watching rickey and zoey and first rickey had a sucker and he kept on dropping it on the ground and of course...it had everything imaginable stuck to it. then, zoey was brushing her teeth as well as everything else. she would put the toothbrush in her mouth and then ( Read more... )

so i went tanning for the second time a couple of days ago. i went for the whole time and got kinda burnt. i was looking in the mirror and noticed "hmmm what are those weird lines on my back" you know what they were? they were lines of where my hair was. the lines are more like big chunks of my back that are white when the rest of me is tan. ( Read more... )

Could you find it in your heart to pray for me? I know that I have done nothing for any of you and that I have been so distant from everyone but would you please pray for me? If you do please pray without ceasing. I feel like right now my heart is just going to explode. There is nothing like the other half of you being ripped from you. So ( Read more... )

i have a confession....

I LOVE BOLAGNA SANDWICHES

i cannot stand acting like i eat all healthy all the time. even though i usually eat them on some kind of really healthy wheat bread (isnt that an oxymoron? a healthy bolagna sandwich?)

thanks guys im glad i got that off my chest :)

i have an apartment now. it is so much fun staying up late and just hanging out with whomever i want to. it isnt much but it is a start. God is really good and he has gotten me through a lot of hard times and i know that he will get me through everything right now; especially because i am trying right now to keep my chin up with everything i ( Read more... )