holy crap i havent had a comment since before lexi was born :(

sooo it has been a long time since i have posted on here. i feel like i need to vent ( Read more... )

so i am writing this entry from my phone lol. Just because i can.

i figured it is about time for me to post something it has been like 5 months lol. life is going great i love our house and our ghetto neighborhoon. i love that i can go for walks and that i have a yard ( Read more... )

well here is my update. i get on this thing quite frequently but never have the time to update. alexis is freaking huge. she is like 12lbs 5 oz and 23 inches long. she is almost sitting up and just the noisiest thing around. she blows bubbles and talks and is starting to play back with me when i play with her. jon and i are doing ok. he is going ( Read more... )

welll.....i know i havent updated in a really long time. im just sittin at home i just got done making dinner of stir fry. i am waiting for jon to get out of class so we can hang out. it is so weird how life changes...i dunno. its weird how now so many people depend on me to do things like laundry and dishes and even just to love them and take ( Read more... )

life with my daughter is wonderful. it still feels kind of weird to say that..i have a daughter. that responsibility of it is sobering at times but i love having her around. she is the best thing that has ever happened to me. i went and had a wic appointment today and they weighed her. she weighed 7lbs 7 oz. i almost cried. she is getting so big ( Read more... )

ok so i went to the doctor today and they told me that i am not even a two dialated and that my cervix is about fifty percent thinned. im kinda bummed out. i really just want to get this whole part over with. my midwife was not being sympathetic at all either which really made me feel bad and pissed me off. lets see what else is new... absolutely ( Read more... )

wow..life is just ironic. it is just crazy i have been separated form randy for one year on the fifth of this month...it seems like it has been so much longer because i feel like i have changed so much. i remember the scared repressed girl that i was and it just makes me so grateful that i got out when i did. now i am about to have my first child ( Read more... )

well kids.. i figured that i should finally update since it has been a long time since i have. i have a cough and the beginnings of a cold. i am not very happy about that. life and the new apartment is really good. i had my doctors appointment yesterday and had to take my glucose test. it wasnt that bad except for the huge spike in my blood ( Read more... )