when i was little
i didnt think that i was fat
i didnt think i was ugly
i didnt care what i looked like
i didnt have to wear makeup to feel pretty
i didnt have to deal with STUPID drama
i lived and loved life

why cant i feel that way now?


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you soothe my cuts
and oil my engine

holy fucking god
why does EVERYONE have to tell everyone EVERYTHING,,
cant ANYONE keep a secret?

you know what? i have to STOP. i have to stop being this fake person that everyone likes and everyone is satisfied with, becuase THATS NOT ME. i dont want to be that person anymore. im not going to pretend, im not going to sit around and watch some of these things happen because thats not the person i want to be. i want to be me and if your not ( Read more... )

holy shit like 10 poeple on my friends list updated in the computer lab today,,,okay maybe only 3 but thats still alot,,haha im a loser who has nothing to update about
only 12 days more of school..hell YESS

my summer:
summer school/swim team conditioning/water polo conditioning,
road trip to colorado,
camp<3
nyc/washington dc
beach
guys
friends
mall
surfing
laura
FUN

without camp my life is nothing,,you take that away from me, its like taking me away,,and that happened today,,i cried histerically,i really cant live without camp it is my home,,you ( Read more... )

bananna wow: yooo
surfinchyk77: hey
surfinchyk77: supp
bananna wow: noting G you?
surfinchyk77: nuutin
bananna wow: hah
bananna wow: were sooo GANGSTAA
surfinchyk77: cha
bananna wow: haha

were just cool like thati love us. laura, you mean the world to me,,my love for you lasts from the moon and back a million times,,we have so much fun together ( Read more... )

creid for the second time in two days cause of a show,,actually not cried,,bawled


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yea,, cried for the second time today..thats always fun

me and jill are having an OC party and your not invited

i'm back
thank god

oh wow, im really confued,, have you ever cried for now reason,,yea well i did that today :-/ and i feel liek im gonna barf,,oh yea majorly fun,,today was badd