it kills me that i didnt even know her. it kills me that all of my friends are so heartbroken and i dont even know her face. i ahve never met her, never seen her, nothing. and all of my friends have. i feel so sad for this poor girl. i feel sorry that this girl felt like death was her only option. i feel sorry that she had to go to such drastic ( Read more... )

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new lj

add it

NOWW

soo,,im in colorado at thwe moment,,ill be home sunday night-ish,,my camera is broken :(, i got a new longboard today, :) i got hailed on today which was pretty cool, and i've been enjoying being in a small town since friday night,,i miss everyone at home and the city-ness but at the same time i love the smallness of it here,,be home soon <3

im sad,
sad about many many many things.
i wish i could be as happy as i was before.
and not fake happy, REAL happy

im gonna try and look on the bright side of things from now on

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dont you just LOVE it when your little brother says to you "hannah,you have a big stomach." because you know,,i just LOVE it

what the hell,,im SOOOOOOOO stupid.

i get butterflies when i see him
hes beautiful
hes nice
hes just WOW
but everytime i see him i get all shy and cant think of what to say,,so i just smile at him or look away fast and hope he wont notice.
and now he likes this girl,,and she likes him back and theres no way i can compete with her,,i mean NO ONE ( Read more... )

pepper im gonna die without you,,i really am,,i swear just thinking of not seeing you every day makes my heart hurt,,you mean the world to me,, you dont even understand,,i swear i might die without you,,if we dont stay in touch i swear i will stab you,, tomorrow i am going to cry my heart out,,and with you leaving me, part of my heart is leaving ( Read more... )

1 1/2 more days of "school" then summer for 3 days,,then its back to school for SUMMER SCHOOL at chs(whoo-hoo)

i have olson and anand

i picked out your star
turned night to day
a simple whisper from your voice
and i fade away