so I was looking toward summer with hope that I would get to rest once my classes were done. But really things have gotten even more crazy since I got out of school. I am working more which is good and bad, good because I need the money but bad because I feel like I never got a break from school. my mind is constantly working on something and I ( Read more... )

I don't know what my problem is. I am normally a very even tempered person it takes a lot to make me mad. But ever since I got home last night I have just been mad. I had a good day and everything was fine but I was just mad. Today on the other hand ever since I got out of bed every single thing has been going wrong. I don't know what caused the ( Read more... )

I think the only time I update is when I am at school. But I have nothing better to do until 12 when I have my overview of dance class. Which I have to say is the class I am most afraid of because I am not sure if actual dancing is required. I hope not because dancing is not a talent of mine. The course description does not say and in a music ( Read more... )

Hey all, this is Rick on Melissa's Livejournal, Melissa is currently passed out, after a great night of drinking. I'm about to pass out myself. We chilled with Malissa & Liz & Danielle & Amy & TJ. It was a FUN night. Melissa made a frozen pizza & it was everything I thought it'd be lol! Well I'm heading to bed, IHOP in the am!!! lol.

so after two days of trying to work on my paper which is due next week the only thing I have been able to get done is an outline. I am really just not in the mood to write this paper. I can't find the articles that I needand I am just getting angry. its not even that big of a paper it only has to be 5 pages but I have to use 6 sources and 3 of them ( Read more... )

I ended up not going to my first class because we are practicing our final scene in class and my partner texted me and said she wan't going so there was no point for me to go. If I did go she would have made me sit there and watch whatever group she was observing for the day. So instead I went to work got my check and then to the bank. I did go to ( Read more... )

this week I have gone from feeling a bit sick to needing to carry around half the pharmacy just to make it through the day. I didn't have my voice for most of the week. Now I have that back but both my ears are infected. To make matters worse I have so much stuff due this week and it is torture trying to do it all when I just want to sleep ( Read more... )

For the first time in a long time I actually had a weekend. I still had to work pretty much the whole time but I just didn't sleep very much. up until yesterday I had about 15 hours sleep for three days ( Read more... )

as I am sitting in my class this morning wishing my head did not hurt quite so much I look down to see that I had forgotten to remove my wrist band from last night. The up side is that explains why I look like crap and cringe at loud noises ( Read more... )

I feel like I am holding back a scream and it would feel so much better if I could just let it out. But for some reason I can never just let out my anger that way it normally comes as tears but that isn't happening either. I am just mad and I don't get mad that often. There is so much that I want to say and I start to but then I stop myself and ( Read more... )