the whoa is for the mere fact it is exactly 4:44 in the morning. I need a break from my work and someone once told me sometimes in order to write what you need, you have to write what you feel first. i wish i knew what i felt ( Read more... )

To all of you who've stuck by me or touched my life in some way. this is what i have to say ( Read more... )

let's see where to start... last night was a fucking blast! more or less. me and sam went to a party and fuckin got right! we seriously were the life of the party! it fuckin rocked. it's that kinda shit that makes you feel hot and fuckin good as hell! well first there was this really old guy like GROPED me! lol wtf. but then once sam and i got on ( Read more... )

so today i sang at the JCC with my friend Zac. I sing there with a group of down sydrome kids. Two of the kids out of the group sang with zac and i and it was really somethin. I mean, these kids put their all into their art and this is the only opportunity for them to showcase themselves. i think it's great. i mean it's just beautiful. The kid i ( Read more... )

well, i have a lot to say but i don't feel like typing and lemme tell you if i did you'd be there for days reading everything that's been happening in my life... drama, drama, drama... i'm over it. when you're ready to tlk you let me know. i'm not gonna try to tlk to you anymore if you genuinely don't wanna. before i thought you were just ( Read more... )

i'm not a wonderful writer, like some, who have an amazing way with words. i can't make people laugh with my silly antics or sly comments. i'm writing to help let go of something because it's obvious that it's time. so here it goes ( Read more... )

so yea. friday was cotillion. that was fun! i took my friend chelsea! yup. um after cotillion i went to "chelsea's"! that was interesting! ha! neways. i figured i'd write something. steve comes home in 3 days! that's exciting! ok this entry sux. but wutev. ttyl lylas/b lyl ( Read more... )

yea. i never tlk like that. steven left today. it sux. i miss him already. i just wish that purdue wasn't so far away. i wish that i could see him whenever i want. godd would i love that. he's going to be a gym teacher. lol. i love it. i have me a gym teachin hunk-a-man! lol. ugh. i have school tomorrow and i missed 3 days last week which was well ( Read more... )

so yea. i'm really fuckin bored right now. steven comes home in less than 2 months now so i'm psyched. ugh. i'm sick and it sux ass. my nose is all stuffy and grosse! yuck! i feel gooky. oh well. i get to go over anne's house and what videos of our team playing soccer for an hour and a half. sounds like fun, right? not. no, i dunno. i guess it'll ( Read more... )

hello! so school isn't as bad as i thought it was going to be. soccer keeps me busy and school goes by fast so i'm thinking at this rate when steven comes home it'll feel like he wasn't even gone. nah. actually that's not gonna work because i miss him too much already. i like all my classes tho and that's a first for me. i go to the performing arts ( Read more... )