I feel as if my life the past year and a half has been a complete lie ( Read more... )

Have you ever had one of those months where everything that could go wrong seems to be ( Read more... )

Soo.. I am transferring. And im actually real excited about it. It's closer to home, cheaper, im leaving in a suite with my own potty and theres a hot tub, pool, sauna, and HUGE workout room downstairs. I'll also for sure graduate in 4 years and get to observe in better school districts than Peoria ( Read more... )

Good: Birthday tomorrow, Date with Paul on friday (including Build-a-bear!), presents!, online class almostttttttttttttttt over!

Bad: 5 days left at home, more homework, missing valentines day (the first one with someone who actually loves me), no job, MISSING BOYFRIEND w/Band in TALENT SHOW. Ah.

Trying to Keep a Smile

There is a Draft coming through my window ( Read more... )

My Computer is broke. Yup. Im in the library sitting by the technology helpdesk cuz i cant get rid of damn viruses.

In other news, HOMECOMING IN 4 days. Im so excited to see everyone again!!!

Crazy, Crazy Weekend.

Thats all folks.

I dont want anyone to answer this k? I just need to write my feelings:

I WANT TO GO BACK HoME.

I feel left out.

F* this shit.

Well life is better now ( Read more... )

So im here! Its not so bad.. we've met some sweet kids! me and my love/wife Leah and Jen and maybe Rachel.. are going to a frat party tonight for our first time!! whooo! Excited! But i fixed our internet which is awesome cuz i am a computer dummy! But yea!! Im having some fun keeping busy.

I STILL Miss him and always will! But i guess thats ( Read more... )

I had a fun day yesterday! Went to dinner with V Miller and Paul. Went to V's hot tub! And Paul and I left early.. And i just started crying on the way home.. And he had Rent on and sang "Cuz i die without you" yea.. i cried more. Rawr i HATE crying ( Read more... )