Lately I have not been happy with my life. I recently quit taking a medication for my acne because I was depressed that it wasn't working...now I am depressed that I am not taking it. I like someone at work but know it will never come to be- not that I really want it to. I just want to know that the possibilty is there. I hate the thought of ( Read more... )

I need someone to share my life with. The good and the bad. My friends are great...but I need more. Yah that whole Erickson intimacy vs. isolation thing is a real bitch.

First paycheck today- woohoo.... 150 went to uncle sam....boooo

And now some sleep before i am off to work tomorrow....

I got the job! I signed all the papers, got a direct deposit set up, and have a parking sticker...yes! I also spent like $100 on scrubs....awesome! Anyways that starts on Monday. I have orientation on Monday and Tuesday which I get paid for, classes are supposed to start tuesday, but i will miss that first class for orientation. I will have ( Read more... )

Janel and I went to Daytona yesterday. It was awesome. I think I spent more time in the ocean yesterday than all other days combined. It was sooo much fun. The drive wasn't bad either. I am really really sunburned on my shoulders and upper back....basically the area that a bra would rub against...ahhh ( Read more... )

Wow, I am sooo depressed. I worked my ass off for that second final...and failed it...that means I got a B in the class. Two 5 credit classes this semster....and both B's- that is not good. I should have done better. OH well, better luck next time right ( Read more... )

So today was Open House, I was at UCF at 7:30am, then we had the nursing school picnic- that was fun, although I think I got sunburned...and now I am in the library attempting to study...as you can tell it isn't going very well. Anywho- here we go ( Read more... )

Before it begins, this job is causing me stress...I am finding that I am having to fight to get the job, and work my ass off to get the HR people to do what they are supposed to do...UGH ( Read more... )

I just took my first final...it was aweful. I am concerned I did not pass it --> I do not have a 75% test average --> I did not pass the class --> I will have to retake it over summer (at DBCC) --> I will have to pay for it again, and I will have to pay a butt load of money for gas to get there. Oh well, its not like I can back and study more- ( Read more... )

So yah, I just spent $600 on 4 tires for my car that is only 3 years old. Awesomeness. It is great to be poor..hah.

Well hopefully that won't last too long. I have an interview at Florida Hospital East off Chickisaw on Thursday I am praying to the job gods that I get the position, or that miraculously something better comes along. Pray with me