Jarin didn't go to jail. he got let off. so I told him it was over anyway. and we decided on a break, break didnt work cause we just got back together the next night. we decide one more fight and we will call it quits. no fight. no fight. no fight. then... he asks me to do him a favor, drive him to a friends house, I do. he walks back with 2.5 ( Read more... )

today is jarins last day. then court. then jail. he thinkgs i will wait for him. i cant tell him i wont. he cries, and gets very upset. he shouldn't be upset before he gets locked up. but he will be. i feel horrible, but the truth is the reltionship has been over for about a month. i just pretend for him so he is happy before jail. he cant let go ( Read more... )

yes. everything for jarin sucks. Dunno if I mentioned it before butj and i had a little run in with some cops. long story short i got arrested at work and spent the night in jail. nothing for j cause he was a minor. then POOF he stopped going to school like 2 weeks before his court date. so basically he gets locked up for a year and a half now. ( Read more... )

So I've basically been up since 8 am. ew. but I went to bed like... 10:30 is, so I am well rested. Jarin came here from school at 9:30am this morning, he is going to go to coast, cause he fucked up. he better get through it. he hates school more than the average person. I made him a real breakfast. hashbrowns, eggs, bacon. I am a good girlfriend. ( Read more... )

He remembered. Him and I spent time alone together yesterday. it was nice. after a while though I decided to surprise him by meeting up with a couple friends. it was a fun day. and I finally got to hang out with rick a little. he's going to court tomorrow and jail later. (for sleeping with a minor) hes gonna go to jail. sucks. he's a lot different ( Read more... )

So Jarin promised to spend this whole week with just me. yesterday I went to pick him up and him and a friend got in my car, I was PISSED. we got to his house, there were 2 more there!!! I was livid. I let the boys out and drove off. j called me and asked me to come back,i said he better really be alone the next day (today) so we will see in like ( Read more... )

Yes... I got "over" the journal ish. I just always had more important things to do like; Be with my boyfriend,and hate my job. ok maybe thats it, but still. my job has been horrible. Not only have I not been promoted in a year, but they took all my friends away from me and moved us all around. I hate ralphs. But now a days I have a boyfriend named ( Read more... )

why is it, I was ok with everything before? nothing was so bad before, we were just taking it all how it came to us. and now all the sudden its hitting me whats happening. he deleted my picture now. it seems so final, but its not supposed to be. but we are technically broken up for now. but we're going to get back together soon. i dont like being ( Read more... )

I know I actually haven't posted in months... maybe even almost a year, but regardless I feel like posting now. I was at work today (sick as a dog btw) and I wrote a couple poems... they aren't quite complete but I need some input on them.... before you read them though, No I wasn't cheated on, or left or anything and no I'm not going to kill ( Read more... )

Ok, first off I know it's been FOREVER since the last post and SOOOO much has happend. Brent had a party a couple weeks ago and I got drunk off my ass (REALLY I did) and my friends let me leave with some guy I didnt know... yea... then Shane and I started talking again (thank god) and then we started sleeping together again (starting last monday ( Read more... )