"Oakley 7" is SOOOO much fun. EXHAUSTING. But the cast is amazing and I've met some amazing friends and a hugely talented cast. I love playing the geeky freshman that has a love affair with her science teacher. It's definitely a stretch, but I love a challenge. Anyways... GREAT times.

So, On the week I seriously needed to not get sick, I got EVERYTHING. I was supposed to have my single recorded by yesterday, and yesterday was supposed to be my last studio time... couldn't do it b/c I couldn't even talk rather then sing. I was supposed to have a showcase today and again I can't even talk rather then sing.... GREAT. I went to the ( Read more... )

so of all things... my dad doesn't want to be my dad anymore. Not kidding. He stopped child support, he's supposed to pay half on living expenses, and college... he's refusing all and wants to take us to court so he can be considered not my legal father... so basically, he doesn't want me to be his daughter anymore. What kinda crapp is that? I ( Read more... )

Omg.. I'm SOOOO exhausted already. Filming for "Oakley 7" starts on March 24th, rehearsals started for it, I have to constantly be in training to record my single, I'm in the studio for 15 hours a shot, I'm reshooting the ending sequence of "Shadows", learning my scenes for the showcase, performing on March 24th, fitting in homework, and still ( Read more... )

So I definitely can't say this week has been shabby at all. Literally ALL of my dreams have come true in one week... is that possible without it all like getting taken away in an instant? It almost doesn't seem real b/c it happened so fast.. well 11 years really isn't fast, but all at once. Anyways... the ExCiTing news is that I GOT A ( Read more... )

I'm SO sick of ppl telling me I'm doing something wrong. I love Petey, but he's not my boyfriend as of right now. I needed to feel like I could get to know other ppl without all the guards up... is that so bad? I don't wanna go making a HUGE relationship with anyone b/c I'm in love... but until Petey comes out here, I need to have fun... I need to ( Read more... )

What if u start liking someone, when you're still in love with someone else? I'm in love, yet I met someone who makes me truly happy while i'm away from the one i love... Is that ok?

Ok.. i need some opinions. I went to the doctor today to get evaluated for all these weird mood changes and crapp, and she said i need pills for a chemical imbalance in my brain that happens once a month when i get my period... i guess the hormonal changes cause some type of chemical to go off in my brain which triggers like deep depression... ( Read more... )

OMG... I am SOOOOO tired. I NEED sleep SO bad, but I can't go to sleep the one time I want to. My roommate is out with this guy David and she left her keys. So now I have to wait til she comes back which could be REALLY late like 7 am ... just to let her in. And to top it off I have a HUGE callback tomorrow for a feature film/movie and it's a call ( Read more... )

So recently it's almost liek i lost all sanity... and only for a couple days... the couple days of HELL. My poor roommate who has no idea what was wrong with me, had to deal with me. I didn't know what was wrong with me, except that I was INSANE. It felt almost normal to crumble up in a corner, hold my head, and rock back and fourth... seriously, I ( Read more... )