I figured I'd update... why, I dunno b/c no one ever uses this thing anymore. But I'm going to. MY last message was pretty negative and pessimistic, but since I've realized I have everything to be happy about. I'm so blessed. I have the people in my life who really get me through and really care. I have a fear of abandonment, there's no denying ( Read more... )

A LOT of things have changed and happened in my life. I have a new boyfriend who I'm super happy with, my two best friends are living with me, and my life is sooo much more stable and consistent then even a couple months ago. One big hindrance that will never disappear and I'll always battle... my disease. It's called lupus. A chronic autoimmune ( Read more... )

Haha. Livejournal. I'm so emabarassed by old entries from 2004 to now...Ahh. Amazing. "L8er dayz!". I have changed sooo much. Words can not describe...

Right now it's SO weird... Like I'm in a kinda place where I don't have any feeling about anything... Aside from TONS of confusion. I mean.. Yeah.. My life is great. My CrAzY psycho scary verbally abusive manager is basically out of the picture, she got me work yes... but honestly she was horrible to me... I have a new top manager who is taking me ( Read more... )

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Wow, it's been forever since I wrote last. SO much going on I'm not even gonna attempt to write it. Hernia surgery sux... it's been almost a week but I'm finally back to working out thank goodness. Feels like it's been FOREVER. LoL. Anyways, yeah... too lazy to write anymore.

I got a new puppy named Brody!!! he's a 2 month old Red Cream colored Daschund.. he weighs about 2 lbs. and he's a TOTAL momma's boy. Skoocher is actually doing SO well with the new puppy and all he wants to do is play with him. It's the cutest thing in the world. Anyways... It's SO cute. Check out my myspace if u wanna see pics. It's ADORABLE.

I'm so fricking STRESSED out. The answer to approve my student loan app. came back and didn't go thru b/c my dad makes too much money but MY DAD'S NOT F*CKING PAYING ANYTHING FOR ME. I'm just sooo mad right now. There is SO much going on at once I can't even deal with it. 2 schools at once b/c Options lost my transcripts for Government and British ( Read more... )

WoW... Long time, no update. Last night was kicka$$!!! OMG. No words can describe it. And wow.. Kids Helping Kids... Kallie was INCREDIBLE.  I love you, girlie.. you did AMAZING. And Bubba Gump's training is SOOO much fun! LoL. Life is good and school is fun. I made the Honor's Program at Pierce College.. YaY!!! My Schedule is...

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Am I ok? I have NO IDEA. It's sad that my producer can hear something's up even when I fake a happy voice and a huge smile. i don't even know what's wrong with me. Maybe it's filming ending... or not knowing what's gonna happen next... or recording... or school... or switching agencies... or lack of sleep.. or DUN DUN DUNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. A Bipolar ( Read more... )