I had the most AMAZING time with Petey. I love you SOOO much, baby! Anyone who thinks I'm obsessed... I AM majorly OBSESSED!!! My life is almost nothing without you. It's so hard being thousands of miles away from you... I cry every night I'm away from you. I HATE not having all these special moments with you... We've missed SO much. All the ( Read more... )

PETEY'S COMING TO L.A WITH ME!!! YAY!

I had the best day ever b/c I got to stare into the big blue eyes that are so familiar to me... yet they seemed so far before. I never realized how truly, honestly helpless I am without Petey. Just everything around me seems more hopeful and brighter when I'm around him and we just have SO many feelings toward each other.. and I can just feel it ( Read more... )

I'M HOME!!!!!!!! YAY!!! LOL

I starting filming for "Shadows" yesterday! That is some HARD work! You have NO idea! I had to shoot under a butcher shop where they keep the meat hooks.... ICK! I'll be sneezing out black dirt for the next 10 years! Anywayz... I shoot everyday for the next 10 days for 12 hours each day. Then I go home to Chicago for a week... then come back and ( Read more... )

I think things should be ok now... It's SO hard when things get misinterpreted. but hey, I guess it's all over now... or at least I'm praying it is. B/c the stress was just WAY too much to handle, expecially with rehearsals and filming and moving into the new apartment. I'm kinda scared to move, only b/c it isn't Oakwood. Oakwood's like a safety ( Read more... )

I love you SOOOOOOOOOOO much, Petey!!! This is what you are to me... never forget that ( Read more... )

Sucky night... TOO much DRAMA! We NEED to get out of Oakwood...

So... Long story short... 2 nights ago, Lindsay wanted to drink for her B-Day... So I did... URG! Too much Vodka... HATE drinking... Got trashed b/c Vodka is strong. Came home to my mom who is laughing her a$$ off at me b/c I couldn't walk I was SO drunk. Barfed the whole night w/ Bri by my side... and woke up with a slight hangover, but nothing ( Read more... )

I had the night from hell.... thanx Bri and Linz... you guyz are seriously the BEST! HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN, LINZ!!!!