It's been about a year and a half since I've posted anything here. Crazy. I almost didn't remember my password. So why am I back? I guess I just needed to vent somewhere other than in front of a living being. Some things are better left unsaid, but that doesn't mean they have to stay in your head ( Read more... )

School will be done before I know it. I only have four more class sessions to attend, and then that's it for a long time. Graduate school isn't even in my vocabulary right now ( Read more... )

And I've been away from this journal. Still been writing stuff, but mostly in my super duper private journal. That's the one strictly reserved for matters of the heart ( Read more... )

Tahoe was fucking sick in the head. Did not want to leave. Loved every waking minute of it ( Read more... )

The SF Ballet Opening Night and Gala were so much fun. Never been to such a formal event before. Men and women were dressed to the 9's in ball gowns and tuxedos. Everyone looked so beautiful ( Read more... )

Felt melancholy today. It took forever to get home on the freeway, which left me time to be alone with my thoughts again. Don't like to do that if I can avoid it, but I never can. Actually shed a few tears in the car, which is ridiculous. Can't control that even when my mom is right next to me. What would have happened if she asked me why I ( Read more... )

Vomitted at work today. Wasn't even supposed to be there. Just stopped in after a meeting with my adviser, and the boss asked me to support the office staff. The only reason for the vomit was this stupid dry cough I've got going on. If only I'd carried my bag with me the whole time, maybe it wouldn't have happened ( Read more... )

Still sick. It's been off and on for a month, which is ridiculous. Been more sick this semester than in a long time. Not quite sure what's going on with my immune system. Maybe it's punishing me for not buying food properly and smoking/drinking too much ( Read more... )

Went to Donaldo's birthday party. It was fun. Met some new people, and they enjoyed me and my friend's ability to "cut a rug" so to speak. The irony is that we weren't even dancing the way we normally do at nightclubs. We were much tamer than usual. Hmm...I guess that means my moves are much more elaborate than I thought ( Read more... )

Last night was dope. Went to Chris's to record. Julie made awesome ginger peach tea. It has a pretty name and a wonderful aroma ( Read more... )