i had a dream about astronaughts. they were floating around on my ceiling and kept asking why trees dont bleed when they're cut down ( Read more... )

hide and seek with sweet homies.

i feel weird writing entries these days. theres plenty to say, but it wont entertain the masses.

i've developed a couple new bad habbits and its becoming clear that timing is everything.

yesterday:
stephanie
alex
jonathan
lauren
scary movie marathon
wendys
text fest with yadira
brother

today:
lauren
mallori
beat bitches up
lovers

tomarrow:
work
music
fireworks

last night i saw wedding crashers. again. it was pretty damn funny. im pretty sure stephanie peed her pants. also, we watched a marathon of americas next top model. we laughed, we cried, it was beautiful.

lauren is a flower. sing to me, daisy.

stephaNIENERS is environmentally sound.

the end.

no seriously why? i dont get you. this is pretty much the worst anyone has ever made me feel. why are you treating me like her?

i love you. you're breaking my heart.

i wish i could make you see that you're worth every second i spend with you. youre amazing. i just dont understand why it has to be this way. really.

how come everyone in the universe is currently being bitch slapped? seriously. im declaring this a mother fucking "national bounce the fuck back week"

its not the end of the world
and if it is, then i suppose we should all be dancing and/or getting naked to start the revolution.

heres my final thought:

i dont love who you are. i love who you were when you were built up in my mind as the end all be all picture of a savior. but you're not a savior. i love who you are now too, just in a very different way.

"tell him im sorry"
"he knows. you dont have to say it anymore."
"make sure he knows it wasn't his fault"
"i will"
"make sure they dont think its their fault either. its just me"

its a perfect day for banana fish
its just new characters.

ilove heather mundy so friggen much. she makes me smile :)

these days are pretty lonesome.
"and for the rest of my life, im gonna search for someone just like you"
its true.