It's been 5 months now. There have been some good times and some not so good times. We are on a break now and if that is what you need and if that is what will be best for you, then i am willing to give that to you. I am so sorry for all of those times when I have been the wrong person for you and I didn't give you the support or the space that you ( Read more... )

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well, i just thought i would update to make sure my thingy doesnt get deleted. anywho, not to much goin on. im going snowboarding tomarrow with eric, so that should be fun. i am gonna try to start working on spins(180's, 360's) and stuff like that. uhhhhh yeah - party at my house on thursday at 7:00 for my birthday. looking forward to that too. ( Read more... )

"Scratch my back with a lightning bolt ( Read more... )

long depressing day. being sick blows. prob the only good thing that happened today was when i woke up around 12 and saw that teresa sent me a text message saything that she hopes i feel better. that made my day. sometimes its just the little things like that mean so much. wasted so much of the day today. i layed in bed and stared at the ceiling ( Read more... )

good weekend. chilled with jared most of the time. went to the lax game on saturday at myers park. pretty sweet game. oh yeah went to the ski shop with eric on saturday too. then sunday went to sam ash to get my guitar back from being worked on. it was gone for a week but now it plays like a dream so im happy. then later on sunday i went up to ( Read more... )

man this has been a hell of a long weekend. you know what, this weekend has shown me that i am officially ready for summer. Although it is still winter and there is still snow to be carved, i am ready to sit back in my hammock with no worries and relax for about 3 days straight. Looking forward to lifeguarding again and getting to meet new people ( Read more... )

wow. that was a great weekend. friday at kelly's was great. happy birthday kelly, i'm glad i came. then sat morn i went to play lax at mara with jared ethan jon and buddy. that was fun until i messed up my hip. ouch. then i drove to huntersville for a polar bear game at 2:30. when that was over i drove over to fancy feet dance studio to see teresa ( Read more... )

man if you have ever been pissed at the world, let me know and then let me know what you did about it. it seems like all do is try the best i fucking can all the time but it is never good enough, for myself especially. i try my hardest to be a good friend to all of my friends but some of them are just cocky assholes in return. same with lacrosse, ( Read more... )

dude today i went uptown just to kinda see what all was up there and i got insanely lost. all the fuckin roads are one way and to get home you have to go on some other road. weird shit. well january is over. finally. this has been one hell of a month. i think this has been the most eventful month of the (school) year. its been all right though. ( Read more... )