man it really kinda sucks when you come to the self realization that you can never do anything good or right and everything that you have ever done in the past you have either sucked at or screwed up somehow. it seems like i can never make anyone happy, and when i am around people just get more pissed off or upset. i'm such an ass to everyone i ( Read more... )

hello there friend. yup, this week has been going pretty shibby so far but its gonna get worse starting first thing in the morn when i walk into mason's room for my grand super-sexy-psych test.oh well, maybe i'll ace it (likey). anyway, besides that, i decided that i am gonna invest in the stock market and hopefully make enough to buy a land rover ( Read more... )

man i love mini-vans. they are probably the coolest cars ever invented, and i am not kidding. well actually, land rovers are def. the coolest cars ever invented, and then jeeps, and THEN mini-vans. last night rocked.

yup, prob had just about the best weekend ever over that break. yeah it was pretty nice. thursday night we all went over to davids for the first time in a long while. that was pretty cool. i miss the days we used to have when we all would go over there and just chill, and there was never any gossip or people complaining or anything like that. then ( Read more... )

today has probably been one of the weirdest days of my life. i slept until 2:30 this afternoon and when i got going around 4, i drove for about 40 miles through the country just to relax. i thought it would clear my mind and make me feel a little less depressed but it didnt really help too much. anyway when i got home, my mom could tell something ( Read more... )

a man walks out of his square house ( Read more... )

yup. didnt have the best of days today. i just kinda felt like shit all day because for some reason from the time i woke up (i mean like before i even got in the shower) until i got home all i could think about was like this visual picture i had of teresa and max together. i know that it all kinda cooled down now but i guess that is because i never ( Read more... )

ok everyone, listen up. everything is cool with me about the whole new years eve situation. i wish i could have been there for some of you - you know who you are. it is fucking 3:30 in the morning but i am feeling good. for some reason my dad just walked in here to talk to me and he was actually really cool for the first time in a while. he told me ( Read more... )

so today i went to the dollar theater with teresa, we saw shall we dance. it was alright. then i recklessly sped home so i could get my clothes and go to work. unfortunatly my check engine light came on as i was on my way to work and i seriously thought that my car was going to crap out right there in the middle of the road. so i worked, it sucked ( Read more... )

ok i just made this thing and i dont really know how to make it look cool. some one help me.