Lately I have been extremely sad ( Read more... )

Today is the day people ( Read more... )

 So lately I have been having mood swing type things... where all of a sudden I'll just be feeling really down... idk what to think of it.

BSC rehearsal has been going pretty well...

I love Samuel Jordan Farmer

I have great friends

and Golden Harmony auditions are tomorrow, tuesday, and wednesday........ wish me luck?

I wish I could just go somewhere.

Just go, scream, dance, sing

how I want.

No stress.

Then really sit down and just study.

no interruptions, nothing to destract me

I want to make a place like that.

make me a place like that.

Things never seem to go my way anymore.... I mean sometimes they do... but for the most part.... they don't ( Read more... )

First things first, Happy Birthday Mom. 40 years old...... (plus 5)

Also I am sorry that I haven't been on LJ in a while.... My life has been going well... hopefully I'll get back into updating so you all can super lurk me! =]

Uhm... the transcode show went well.... could have gone better with some things but for the most part I had a fantastic time ( Read more... )

Ahh the greatest day of the weekend...

sometimes.

things I need to do:

• dye hair
• take a shower after above
• buy tights
• practice song
• print out resume

Sometimes I just get really depressed ( Read more... )

Maybe you're right?
Maybe I'll never be a surgeon.

I am not a weak person.

I have feelings and thoughts of my own.

I will not be brought down.

I will not let this hurt me.

I am not a weak person.