It is clear that I have come to a turning point in my life. I have become bored, stagnant, and just plain tired of the people and environment around me. Going to a school so close to home is proving itself to be a bigger and bigger mistake each day, along with decisions I have made within this past year or so where peers and those whose company I ( Read more... )

Life has been doing some strange shit to my head, lately. After a very disturbing dream last night, I have decided to look up some definitions of certain images from the dream in a dream dictionary ( Read more... )

Things have been going alright I guess. I've been sitting around at work and school drawing creepy little girls all over the place. Some of them look really cute and I'm thinking of doing a series in watercolors. I painted one the other day and she came out alright...I'm proud of her, but there's a few things I think I should have done differently ( Read more... )

*sigh*

I do believe I've come to the realization that I am slowly but surely becoming the very thing I hate most...an emo kid.

*sigh* my soul is bleeding.

Lord, Send Me An Angel ( Read more... )

:) I love people who can sit there and call all your faults, forgetting the overwhelming number of their own ( Read more... )

:-\ I'm still confused. Only now it's sort of changed topics ( Read more... )

It's been quite a while since I posted anything on here. I guess all I can say is that I've been pretty confused lately. It seems like the more I try to figure shit out, the more baffled I become and the more it seems like I am just in a lose lose situation ( Read more... )

It's suddenly all falling into place for me ( Read more... )

There is so much shit going through my head right now and I really don't know where to begin. For starters, I got into a fight with my mother tonight...about 2 hours after my appointment with my therapist, whom I always talk to about how much I hate living with my family and how my mother makes me want to stab myself in the face so I don't have to ( Read more... )