ok so its been along time yet again ( Read more... )

ok, so my emo livejournal, i wish it wasnt so, but it is ( Read more... )

so this has been on my mind for a while, feel free to tell me your views on it ( Read more... )

sometimes, the truth can be the most painful thing ever. specially when its something that you didnt even think it could be. i been emotional, and now i am either pushing it deep inside myself, or i have come to an understanding. which i can not say. i cant sleep, and i think about it some, but it seems ok, i am thankful for honest, for while it ( Read more... )

i am a creature of imperfection, and imagination... this is not a good thing, for it leads my mind to horrible things. dark things. i need to calm down, what happens happens. and there is always one way to kill the pain ( Read more... )

grrrrr. it seem all i do in this is bitch and you know what thats what i have decided this one is for. i end to learn control i need to learn not to let my mind jump all over the place. i need to, but i havnt. i so fucking angry over something that im sure my mind made up. this school doesnt even have a punching bag, and i surrounded by football ( Read more... )

so im in another one of my dark moods, i dont know why im sharing.... its been a while since i have had one... i fucking hate everything.. nothing is bad, it just doesnt seem good

some pain you never get use to. nor should you.... yeah

some convos are needed, it doesnt mean they still dont suck.

I feel kinda down, and i dont want to be, and dont think i should be...

one day i will master my thoughts and feelings.

i dont want to stay home today, but i also think if i go anywhere i will be a downer, i wish i had a book to read.

I hate it when you are mad at someone but you cant tell them, cause they really didnt do anything, and your mad at something you shouldnt be mad at. Im in a bad mood, and want to smash something, but there is nothing to smash... good think i can lift tomorrow, turn anger into fitness, probly not healthy.... FUck Fuck FUcK. i hate grrr. ill be ( Read more... )