For me to come here..means something when I never wanted to come back here. It's been many years. I'm in someways abit afraid
someone who still uses live journal will say "Hey Shawn came back" and then bash me. What have I been doing these any years?
I haven't done anything..just wasting my life away I was honesly hoping if I returned here one day..I ( Read more... )

THIS IS MY FINAL ENTRY..I DONT CARE ABOUT THIS LIVE JOURNAL ( Read more... )

Aiyami..told me I should write in my journal more often..so I guess..im gonna ( Read more... )

Woot.. I'm working on getting my live journal Background Layout again ( Read more... )

I think..this is gonna..be.. another..one of those nights
where.. im gonna.. need.. to cry all night..intil I fall
asleep.. I just cant.. stop this lonely feeling I have
inside.. me all the time.. I cant take it anymore!

I crashed that bish Usuyami's computer and unfortunately Aiyami happened to be there at the time same time last night *shrug* oh well today is one of those very boring days I kinda wonder what Rune been up to today I guess I'll find out next time I speak to her

well..I had pizza,cake and went to see Van Hellsing..but nobody to celebrate it with
except my mom,bro and sis and grandma...again so pathetic.. I was so bored I slept for 4 hours. So much for getting at least 1 pleasant memory of a birthday.

it doesnt matter..what..everyone thinks or says..
lately I just been feel hated by everyone
the smallest negative remark can set me off.
People just talk to much. And if they cant like
me then I can show them how to hate me period.

God, I hate living here! There isnt anything fun to do
in this stinkin town.. and im broke and WWE Smackdown
is in town today and I cant even go.. im always
stuck in this house and in my room infront of this
computer. Mou... my life stinks

Rune been avoiding me for a few days.. and I dont think she wants ( Read more... )