I want to fucking know what I am sent to do on this fucking planet.. no matter what I cant ever.. find anything to do with anything.. my entire life growing up I thought and thought and thought more what I wanted.. to do with my life and I still havent found anything.. And I hurt people feelings. and I cant even fucking control it.. and im crying ( Read more... )

kay today wasnt so bad.. I had nice sleep ( Read more... )

well.. I forgot.. what I was.. gonna.. say.. im too depressed.. to even think

2 much bad shit just been happening to me.. I was fired at SOA including some of my friends.. "which they done nothin to deserve it" and I was backstab by my online sis and who I thought was my friend Raider at soa man.. what can you people do to make me anymore depressed? I'm tired of all this bullshit people make me go through. People just wait ( Read more... )

Visual Kei: mami doesnt let me eat eggs properly ( Read more... )

Its been since Christmas.. I been feeling depressed.. and tonight it only got even worst.. I dunno why.. but I had to go back to speak with Jenny.. I knew the consequences.. and..you know she left the guy she cheated me on.. and got pissed off at him and left him for some one else.. I knew all along she didnt love this guy Horo Horo anyways.. I ( Read more... )

*sigh* I just wont type much..im soaked in my own tears.. I believe Jenny cheated on me..I saw her with another guy..and kissed him on palace and he said he was her bf and told her he loved her.. funny..to make me feel even worst.. my long time crush Jayna was on and she also found someone else.. I guess..being away from her for a half a year ( Read more... )

I feel for someone... I know in my heart I did ( Read more... )

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