so the worst has happened.. . my hope was hopeless.. . things are stacking up in such a way that from a distance it all resembles a large pile of shit. ..

as usual I completely over-think everything and produce nothing ( Read more... )

but I have neither the eloquence to write anything worth reading nor the inclination to publicly curse myself with a self-fulfilling prophecy.. . lets just say that youll probably be hearing from me in the next few days journal.. . I feel like Ive been here before and it was not fun so Im not sure why Im keen to revisit ( Read more... )

the Tendrils of Emptiness continue to churn on within and without ( Read more... )

so i decided that maybe instead of just using the internet to download stuff and look at pron I should try and learn a thing or two.. . to try and better myself. ..

I said "you know I never quite got the hang of algebra in school so why not start there!?!" so I did a google search and found a site.. . looked at the first equation on this page and ( Read more... )

.. . that is all. ..

any ideas ( Read more... )

whats been going on ( Read more... )

"The ministry statement said DNA tests showed that the two suicide attackers who died in the blast were Mohammed al-Ghaith and Abdullah al-Tweijri -- both on a list of top wanted al Qaeda-linked Islamic militants."http://www.alertnet.org/thenews/newsdesk/L26178637.htm ( Read more... )

tonight I saw Senator McCain on Letterman taking the Iran War-Mongering up another knotch.. . and I noticed some very interesting things.. . firstly he stumbled over his words.. . he started to say Weapons of Mass Destruction then changed his mind and used a different phrase.. . too much of a sour taste left over from Iraq eh? public needs a fresh ( Read more... )