kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss. i think i am going to leave since i cant be a friend without thinking about that. uuuugh i hate being in love. right now... i guess i just need to get over it.. because he is. already. ####### lame. sigh. kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss........... ah.

I look up from this empty source of amusement for the first time in ages to find the sun light trying so valiantly to appear. What an impressive display I think to myself, for, it is almost as if it is truly effortless. Why must it mock all that I do, I softly ponder as a bird flies by my window... Why do I have this magnificent pipe dream of a ( Read more... )

so i dont go to north. and im happy. and i have a new bf. who is awesome. and makes my heart smile. and i have made a lot of new friends. that makes my heart happy. i miss some of the seniors from last year. they really ment alot to me, i guess i didnt mean the same to them. whatever. i havnt seen ann in a very long time. WTF IS UP WITH THAT... idk ( Read more... )

yeah so ive decided. i love the word pudding.... yes. pudding. <3. i want to graduate. that would be cool. dont think im going to though....... yes. im a loser. no really, i am! i like it when its coooold. im going to go outside and think about when ann and i went to her grandmothers house and layed in the leaves. and i was really happy. just ( Read more... )

it has been a long time since i have used this. its not like anyone reads this but thats ok. since i left off last me and cody broke up and we have been broken up for a while now but whatever. i dont go to north anymore i go to spring with tatianna. i like it alot. i am in a bad mood. some people really piss me off. they take out there anger on ( Read more... )

I WISH THAT CODY JONES WOULD BURN IN HELL.

that is all.

i am so angry right now! cody totally flaked on me and like then my mom totally forgot to pick me up and left me by myself for seriously an hour. cody if you read this i am sooooo mad at you.!!!!!!! ok that is all lol byebye

so today is the first day of school, or actually was the first day of school and all i have to say about today is that i hate it when people get mad at me about stuff and then we get back to school do what they get mad at me about. and i cant exactly proove it because im not in the class to see it but i beleive it. oh we have been going to school ( Read more... )

soooo my last post was all blah. and that was a long time ago..........soo.. hi my summer has been kinda cool done stuff with cody and ann and tati. working alot this summer but thats ok. drivers ed and summer school pretty much all summer but its all gravy. well... yep i dont really have anything to say except ummm <3 bye.

it is all over. its ok because it is my fault. i dont think that i am going to go to north next year. atleast now i dont want to. i was going to delete this journal but now i dont want to. i can just make it friends only. but i dont think im going to do that either. cody is not what i want him to be but that is ok too. i want to be more but there ( Read more... )