I am completely drained from everything going on in my life. I flipped out on liam because I think he is fucking that whore, turns out hes not, or atleast he says hes not. I let it slip I went on a date, he wasn't okay with that, but thats good, because I want him to not be okay with anything I do. I want him to hurt ( Read more... )

I went to liams last night to gather the rest of my things, and play a little halo. Well I ended up staying the night. We layed in bed not touching for like 20 minutes and finally I was like "is this weird?" and he put his arms around me and we cuddled for the rest of the night ( Read more... )

I have been talking to liam, we even had lunch together, where i cried through most of it. I'm trying to move on, and paige and jessie have been great at keeping me occupied, but i just cant seem to kick it. I dont want to date but this really great guy is talking to me now, but I cant seem to make myself be attracted to him. My mind is like " ( Read more... )

I have never been this emotional in my entire life. I don't even remember who I used to be. If you remember please remind me ( Read more... )

so halo with matt and brendan on friday. I'm so up for it.

I am the biggest nerd.

For the past year and eight months i have defined myself as someone else. I am tired of being known as soandso's girlfriend. Over that past months i have changed a lot because i thought thats what he wanted. Those who are reading this knew me when I was crazy. I was lou, went out a lot, and had fun. I want that back. From now on I am going to be ( Read more... )

So Saturday Liam broke up with me ( Read more... )

So this weekend was a failure. All I wanted to do was ride a sheep. (is that the single use of sheep? a single sheep? it doesnt sound right) anyways, All weekend I chased those little fucks around the pen like an idiot, I wasn't able to catch NOT EVEN ONE! I am so dissapointed that I couldnt get one, I even tried luring them into a trap in a stall ( Read more... )

So i got a job ( Read more... )

Oh yeah, I made the Deans List, 3 A's and 2 B+'s, which is cool seeing as Ive never even made the honor roll.