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Ugh.
So yeah. I guess I ate something that didn't suit me. I am tired and can't sleep. Also Tim, his friend Kyle and Kyle's girlfriend, and I are going to the zoo tomorrow. I should be looking forward to that. I guess that is really hard when you are up at 2 feeling kinda yucky. Had fun today though. Played some Vampire the Masquerade, old WoD. ( Read more... ) -
Disdain
There are times where I look at myself and feel nothing but disgust. I like some of what I have become but for some I feel so disgusted with. I hate my dependence on people. I need to become independent. I need to push myself harder. I need to do more. I need to keep busy. -
What an April.
Well April was fairly busy.
[[Thursday 1st]]
I received my SAT scores: 590 Verbal and 550 Math
[[Friday 2nd-Saturday 3rd]]
I went to ODUAC's minicon and had a blast. Got to strip, blow up condoms, watch others strip, and watch Ryto and Corey get doused in whip cream. I also was in the winning team for a Rock Band competition. Overall a good day. ( Read more... ) -
What I did in March. :)
I have decided to post what I did this month. I have been keeping track of important dates of the month. XD
7th, Sunday |
*Tim and I were volunteered to help out the church with a chili cook off that was a fundraiser for two of our church members, one had a stroke and his wife has cancer... I think.
11th, Thursday |
*Originally I had a doctors ( Read more... ) -
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I feel empty. Painfully so. I am stuck. I am fighting but it seems so bleak. I still have things to fight for at least. I should be more thankful. Right now it is so hard to see the light. I feel that I take one step forward only to fall backwards three steps. I thought I was getting better. I wasn't. I was just so busy I didn't realize ( Read more... ) -
LJ you suck
This is a quote from Nicolas Nickleby that I fell in love with: "In every life, no matter how full or empty one's purse there is tragedy. It is the one promise life always fulfills. Thus, happiness is a gift and the trick is not to expect it,but to delight in it when it comes ( Read more... ) -
Today was...
Well I woke myself up at 7 this morning because my body demanded water. I then attempted to get back to sleep with my Tim next to me. Around 8:45 ish my friend called me in tears. I wish I could have done something to help her but the best I can do is be there for her as best as I can. I don't know how much I can help because I am attempting to ( Read more... ) -
Valentines Day Update.
Well I don't really like Valentines Day. However, I really did enjoy it this year. Tim gave me some aromatherapy stuff and a card. I really like the smell of the aromatherapy stuff. My favorite item was the card. It was hand done and made me feel happy. We then went to church. At church I fell asleep two times... my mind was fuzzy and I ( Read more... ) -
An attempt at life
That title sounds so emo but it is kinda true. I am attempting to better my life. I have started the search for a job again. I still have many things I have to do. I still have to apply for TCC, study for the SAT, and apply for disability. I have found that everybody needs some help sometimes. So I will try not to beat myself up for applying ( Read more... ) -
Emotional hiccup
So I am here, sitting at my desk, attempting to figure out what I am feeling. I have so many complex thoughts attacking my mind all at once that I can't seem to comprehend the emotions attached to them. This has been a week full of annoyances and sadness. A friend of mine just lost his dad. I had, and am still working it out, a bank error that ( Read more... )