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fml
i woke up to intense pain in my right ear. i'm guessing my sinus infection has spread on. when i clench my jaw, like while talking or chewing, it hurts like hell. not fun since i talk all day at work. so i called in that i might be late, gotta wait until 8 when my doc's reception line opens and call to see if they have any urgent slots open, if ( Read more... ) -
xzvckmvn,vnx,x
ever wake up and want to have never gone to sleep? i'm getting this overwhelming scared and nervous and feelin' really fuggin blue mood from a chain of nightmares i just had. i dont deal well with death, hospitals, and what not, and now i'm over analyzing everything, and trying to re-asses my niche in life, and that is'nt a good thing right now, ( Read more... ) -
benefit concert this sunday
Hey folks, to all who are gonna be in the CNY region this weekend, my folks co-workers and friends put together a fundraiser benefit concert for them to help support the loss of their house to the fire late March. If yer available, it is on sunday, noon - six. I tried to find the time to slap together a website, but well, html's a pain in the ass ( Read more... ) -
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found out today that the house caught fire. i really don't know what to do, think, feel... I'm clueless. it was our first house, spent the good years living there, high school parties, weekend gaming sessions, summers in college etc. i worry what if mom and dad didn't have enough fire insurance? does homeowners also kick in for the things lost ( Read more... ) -
chaos incarnate
ya know, i've been getting all these tagged to do 25-age # tidbits of info on facebook. but like... i dont really know what i'd put on there that wouldn't seem like i'm in a hell of a bad place. i'm going throguh some rough shit, but it sounds worse than it really is, i'm not 'bout to jump or anything, just coming to terms, after 5 years, that i' ( Read more... ) -
wtf
wtf is going on with my desktop? almost got a virus a few weeks ago, but av nabbed it. then today i boot up, it is working fine. i go down to do laundry, and i get back up and its saying keyboard failure. okay, shit, maybe some static or something from the sweats i was folding. switch the usb port, of course the cable was plugged in back, but ( Read more... ) -
Ack, i'm in a gaming slump.
just realized yesterday as i was taking a break from rearranging my room furniture, i haven't been doing much in the line of games lately, computer or rpg planning etc. rpg, okay, i'm still looking for a local group, but not actively, thats fine. computer, i have a tone of them, just none are that interesting. played sims2 for a few weeks once ( Read more... ) -
insomnia strikes again
I find myself with so many thoughts running through my mind again. I feel that I am wanting to start a new point in my life, but completly unsure of what that means, where that leaves me, and where that leaves my past. I still struggle with my healing, and as I look back, I see some things that are holding me back, and some that have petered out ( Read more... ) -
random ?
Ever feel like you were the bastard son of a minor English lord who lost half his lands betting it on cattle races? His blue-blood son was first to dally with the neighboring lords prized royal chicken, the muse of their royal crest? So now you're mucking out the stables as the oafish son and his cohorts from under the bridge ways of society ( Read more... ) -
want to get
i wanna get a clip of the pepsi add right when Justin Timberlake gets whacked upside the head with a flatscreen tv. just like 10 seconds of it, put on a non-stop loop on my ipod. that would be great. start - WHAM start - WHAM :-) its the little things in life.
sir_loinage, knight in shining armor