so from the last time i updated anyone could tell i was quite fed up. with a few good friends and a little soul searchin Ive come close to where i want to be. Yesterday Casey got in my face about a lot of things that i just needed to flat out realize. She said a lot of things that hit home, and I take it all to heart. It is something to hear when ( Read more... )

wow so i finally get a taste of happiness and boom, its takin from me. get my mirror back, my car's breaks end up royally fucked. oh hes the real fun part. i got dumped. but not for any real reason no its for a distance we didnt even have yet. she gave on me and herself killed something before it could even start, without warning, just fuckin cold ( Read more... )

Y'know its funny...this webpage just sits here, never getting any real use. but for some reason i feel like posting something. lifes good right now. Well as good as i can get. To be honest the only thing that is annoying me right now is my auto insurance. I have a girl now, she's great, i cant wait to pick her up in the morning. We have some ( Read more... )

So I am finally making the changes I need to succeed. I bought the Electronic Cigarette to help me quit smoking and it is working well, haven't needed a real cig since i bought. Also soon I will be almost completely offline in order to prepare for the hiring process of Newton Auxiliary police. So hopefully this all works out then when i get the job ( Read more... )

So I've had a lot of thinking to do recently. Things to overcome, things to move on to and better myself. I decided that I would like to become a police officer and I am probably going to be applying to Newton Auxiliary. I think this will be good for me and it still allows me to serve just on a smaller scale to what i origninally planned. I've been ( Read more... )

Are You Gonna Be my Girl?????

BEN SUCKS

so its around that time of ther year again, the best or so called best in people is brought out in true colors. im finding things odd these days. im not sure what exactly to think of life and my choices for my future. im back to feeling somewhat lost again like i was in my junior year of high school. it just seems so bleak, so dark, but at the same ( Read more... )

fuck this, im done, just straight up done