Well I have been doing nothing but work.  And getting tattoo's.  But mostly work.  I really have no life.  I am dating this woman but it is nothing major, we see each other about 1 a month and talk about 1 time a week.  that is good and slow, and i like it that way.  right now since obama has taken over i have started to buy a few guns and i need ( Read more... )

Ok so I have not been home in about a week or so.   I have worked almost everyday this week and then some.  Friday night Iwas going home but my ex-girlfriend, Magan, was moving and I was in the area and I said "hey I will help"  Dumb move number one.  Then I hung out with her and her girlfriend that night packed her stuff and the slept on the floor ( Read more... )

I for the first time in my life have die in my hair to cover all the gray.  I went to get my hair cut and i knew that I had gray hair but when I got up from the chair and looked down at the hair on the floor i saw how bad it really was.  I keep thinking to my self I am only 27 and I have this much gray already?  Holy krap, bat man i need to get ( Read more... )

This will make number five and i have 2 more palned that I want to get on is part of a poem by henry wadsworth longfellow.  I always loved this part of the pome "my lost youth" and it has been used in movies and other things but i want it as it means something to me.  it reads:

There are things of which I may not speak;
There are dreams that cannot ( Read more... )

So I was at work yesterday and I get a text message on my phone from an ex-girlfriend of mine and she said hey you working today, and yes i am .  so she said I am like 4 cars in front of you.  So why do I care, we made an agreement not to talk message or anything like that ever again unless of emergency.  This how ever was not.  So I asked her why ( Read more... )

Nice guys finish last  
By Green Day

Nice guys finish last
You're running out of gas
Your sympathy will get you left behind
Sometimes you're at your best
When you feel the worst
Do you feel washed up like piss going down the drain

Pressure cooker pick my brain and tell me I'm insane
I'm so fucking happy I could cry
Every joke can have it's truth but now the ( Read more... )

So I see that my over macho competive side has taken over and is in mine, mine mine mode.  Damn High testosterone in my blood that and working with guys all the time in such a macho job.  Why is it that I am this way.  I am one of the most layed back people I know but so high strung at the same time.  Does that make me a walking contradiction ( Read more... )

well since this is really the first think that I posted, that is more then one word, I should tell you about my self.  I live in atlanta and I work Hard, sometimes to hard.  I work for a fire department and an ambulance service.  I Work so much that I really dont have much of a personal life.  90% of my friends i hang with now work in the same ( Read more... )

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