so i cried tonight. its still not the good long cry that i need. i miss my friends, especially ellie. but anyways. i made cupcakes for my class today. boy do i feel like a dumbass, the whole reason why i made them was to maybe catch people's attention, and now i feel so stupid. oh well. soccer is cancelled. that means my last game this year was 2 ( Read more... )

THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998


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so today was pretty darn good. no particular reason. so i suck at limbo, especially limbo in the breezeway. i finally found the name to the cd i wanted. good news for people who love bad news. i highly reccommend it. its really good although i've only heard clips from the songs, well except for float on and ocean breathes salty. and if you still ( Read more... )

so i just saw the grudge. it wasn't that scary, but things do randomly pop out from nowhere. grace screams really loud and high pitched, which makes me laugh really hard. i think one of the employee people who patrols the aisles thought we were lesbians... hot? i had to get up at 5:00 am this morning for my soccer game. it started at 7:30, but we ( Read more... )

so boston was great! boy do i love that place. we were supposed to go to friday's game (game #3) against the yankees, but it got postponed until monday. damn. oh well. i had a blast with brit, kyle, & scottie. they made my week! atleast they love us enough to make time for us. Sadie, Dan, and Lou came over too, but they spent most of the night at ( Read more... )

today sucked too, so far my super week off from school is not turning out so super. first of all, my sox lost. im not too happy about that, but i must admit that i hardley watched the game. secondly, i had to vaccum alex's car today. my ears were ringing for such a long time after i finished. thirdly, my doctor still hasn't called and the pain is ( Read more... )

so today sucked pretty much. i was in a lot of pain today and discovered there are now 2 weird things poking out of my ankle/foot, so i called my doctor and there were supposed to call me back in a few minutes but neglected to do so. i now get to call them again tomorrow, and if the put me on hold again, im going to throw a fit. a big one. i baked ( Read more... )

Wow Lauren is such a cool kid..this is GRACE! she wrote about me..by the way lauren..i am too a classy person! and also she really did wet her pants when i slept over with her. she was just to embarressed to admit it to the whole wide world. i know yall must think im some stupid country girl from reading all these things where i have my dumb ( Read more... )

so last week was fine, nothing to interesting happened. well, josh is finally starting to be nice to me and i'd say im not being too much of a bitch anymore. thats an improvement. besides that it was a dull week. except i had 2 games this past weekend. it so happens that saturday was the only game that my dad actually came to and he was only there ( Read more... )

so friday was a pretty low day for me. i needed it i guess. the good thing is that it was my last day liking adam, even though he is still hot. i talked to jeff about it and idk, but i started to feel better, even though he was kinda making me feel worse. i realized that i don't just kinda like the other guy that notices me, i do indeed like him. ( Read more... )