im so sad. people suck. even the people that i know love me and the people that i love suck. and that makes me sadder.

today was amazing. adam is unbeleivably hot and awesome to be with. i talked to the amazing joe today for the first time since summer. he made me smile for a long time. i told jeff how i feel about him, and im glad i did. so many awesome things today to make up for the shitty weekend. i hope tomrrow will be better, if it is even possible.

so i had a band concert tonight. im so cool, i wish you all could measure up to my coolness. i had a real fun time before it started though, with josh, sean, jeff, toni, and hunter. then cory came, but the fun had already come and gone. hunter went comando. if you know this guy, you'd think it was completely hilarious. he is my favorite pot head ( Read more... )

its been a long time since i've updated this thing. what can i say, nothing happens around here anymore. i wish i could say differently, but that would be a lie. i've been sick and cameron made me soup and brought it to me. not just any soup, but Snows clam chowder! how sweet is that? as much as i love these small gestures of friendship, i am ( Read more... )

so florida was incredibly awesome. i love the scottish. such fun. all they do is drink and party. it was hard to understand them at first, but after awhile, i had no problem. i love how they would greet me, you know, the whole european kiss thing. all they would do is compliment me and tell me how lovely and gorgeous i am. all in all, they ( Read more... )

so xmas wasn't what i expected it to be at all, but hey, im not complaining. i got 2 shirts and thats it on clothes which shocked me. i got the cds i asked for, which is good. im actually listening to one now. i hate christmas, i make everyone feel bad. everyone thinks i hate the things that they get me, but the truth is i don't. i know i feel ( Read more... )

life is going pretty good. things are starting to go my way. lets just leave it as i couldn't stop thinking about someone this entire weekend and well, im starting to think im in their thouhgts too ( Read more... )

so times have been rough. okay, horrible, but hopefully they will be getting better soon. and for kicks, i did this quizer-ma-jigger

and to make you smile at my great fortune

oh baby oh baby!

why does everything say that im a slut? i'm such a prude though! we all know this... or do you tihnk you do hmmmm?

so today was just an average day. yesterday was so great. i was just happy and everyone was nice to me. today everyone noticed me, which is never a bad thing, but i didn't feel like being noticed today. i also love how i went to the front of the class today in chemistry with my back to the class to find out later in 6th pewriod that i had sat in ( Read more... )

im updating for my beloved grace who gets joy from reading what i write. ain't that sweet ( Read more... )