life means shit. and that makes me feel better.

i look at the images on my wall. posters. flyers. notes. all memories. and im twice as surprised they are all of good things.

well...interesting.

i hate to sound vain but do i really seem that much of a threat that that was necessary?

ego boost? sure.

but you have my word and i keep it so no problem.

males are stupid.

THE FANTASTIC DEAD RABBITS

a carrot from hell
a hare brained idea
they died painful deaths
were revived as something more than dead
they are a mystery
are they good?
are they in a bad league?
one things for sure...
they sure are fantastic!

ive been noticing that i dont get as angry anymore. i just get so sad when i see the world. its difficult for me to step outside during the day. i just dont like it. the worlds a little better when the darkness is covering up alot of it. id rather sit im my room and listen to the eels. i find i want to be alone more and more. where is this all ( Read more... )

i just want to sit and stare out into the nothingness.
with you or without you. it doesnt matter.

armies were once seen as necessary. walls can show you great things.

wishing well ( Read more... )

i let my dog sleep next to me last night. i usually only do that when i'm really scatter brained. everyday im gaining more self confidence and it seems facing more trivial bullshit. i am happier now. its funny...i used to want to be in a relationship with someone hoping that they could help me not be such a wreck but what did i have to offer. and ( Read more... )

directed at more than one person so dont feel singled out.

1.if you dont want to hear my side dont tell me yours.

2.i feel like a failure in the sense that if thats really how you see me then everything i ever tried to convey of myself to you was compleatly misinterpreted.

3.thank you for validating my actions.

im done.

and so it happens again. only this time i know the outcome in advance. its like seeing the future by looking into the past.

repeat? or fuck off?