Things have been dying and rising up around me for the last couple of weeks. I have pretty much lost or been thrown into exile from my best friends of the last 3 years. I hold nothing against them though. And I know they don’t give a fuck about what’s going on with me. I feel as if in retrospect I never meant anything to them. How they could just ( Read more... )

i know t.s.o.l. was breaking up for about a month or so but i really didnt think it'd happen. i was in denial. to this day seeing them is on my tops list ( Read more... )

your loss....im back ( Read more... )

jesus fucking christ did you actually just say that? the morning hours must really fuck your self-indulgent brain alot. i feel sick knowing that it will probably work too.

in other news.....i think i may have a serious illness.

ive given up on everything/everyone.
people are never there for you.

*at least now im pretty sure i KNOW and its ok. its like a weight lifted off my shoulders ( Read more... )

this morning has me thinking that it would be nice to be a drone.

isnt it strange how when we were children the years went by agonizingly slow and now they seem to pass faster and faster. so much so that a year now only feels like a few months ( Read more... )

in my recent quest to brighten up my soul i have come to the realization that i need to cut some people out. in tired of feeling other peoples energy crushing my spirit. this may or may not be intentionally (you never know peoples intentions) but if i dont have to be around it then i wont. dont take this as me saying im better than you or your ( Read more... )