have not updated in FOREVER

just when everything is looking greener,
the string is pulled and the light goes out.

MONTREAL 2moro for jess's 18th..gunna be messy!

im determined
i've realized the purpose of this existance
we are here to help the people who need it
we are here for change, for growth
i will make a difference

i think i might have
the
most
dissappointing
life
in
existance
BLAH

GUYS
PROM IS FRIDAY
whoooo is exciteD!?!?!?!

p.s...anyone in my limo or vanessa smit's limo or anyone with an invite b @ my house by 4 on friday, limo pick up is 5, your parents can come to take pics of you ;) cutteeee!

kk <3! yay!!

[edit] ummm im driving to After Prom...so if anyone needs a ride i've got 2 seats left.

oh my
what a 2-4!!

friday was solid, saturday was a little rought on my part
yager bombs KILL ME!
sunday night i stayed sober to redeem a portion of my reputation haha

other than a little pukage and probably some super embarrassing moments- i'd say it was quite solid overall
a lovely shit show 2-4!

what an intense greys anatomy,
so emotional! i cryed- it was a good release.
my favorite line...

"i've been loved, be happy that in my life i have been loved" (or something along those lines...)

ohh greys. i can't wait for you on dvd.

on another note
24 @ jaimies cottage!!!! PARTY

i <3 NY

i've kinda given up on LJ
no one ever replies to what i write
and im bored of posting stupid things
like this post.

(there is only one thing i want to say
and that is that i started jumping my horsey again!)

i'll keep reading other ppls tho- i enjoy them.

in a great mood today
im wearing my new skirt
it smells like summer
and bisc and i had a lovely walk this morning

what a night.
i hate this; everything about this.

i'll miss most of you, but i cannot wait to get the fuck out of here.