This will be my last lj entry. Not that this will effect anyone. Everyone who I thought was my friends and cared about very much has basically told me they hate me. This is very hurtful. Especially when most of what they think or have thought about me isnt true. I do not think I'm better then anyone. I merely have found myself. I am happy with ( Read more... )

 For the last like 3 days I've been hangin with Sam. Samantha that is. We can literally stay up for 4 hours at a time talking about absolutley pointless things. Then today I had to get a tetnus shot because I was bit by a dog that I was babysitting. I thought it was rather rude. N e ways, I prolly should've gotten a stitch but it was to late, the ( Read more... )

Weeeeell, last night was rather interesting. I went the movies with my friend Justin and we saw I Robot. It was actually pretty cool. Then I came home and was verbally assualted.hmmmm. Yep it was interesting. I guess I saw it coming, but I woulda thought that someone I thought was so cool would have been a little more mature about it. O well. Can't ( Read more... )

Ahh well the other night I spent the night at Heathers knowing the next day I was supposed to meet Ben at the mall. I really really wanted to see him but my mother is amazingly cruel and hypocritical{there's that word again} so she changed her mind and said I couldnt go. So I decided to go to Sams house and thankfully her mother drove us to the ( Read more... )

Chillaxin like a fool at heathers, so we took some pictures and she made them all neat.


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Wow relief is so sweet. Me and Ben are great and I feel about 95% better. now I just need to get Ian to stop talking to me. All he's doing is screwing things up. ick he's annoying. All he's looking for is a, you didn't hear this from me, "a good fuck." That's all he wanted from the beginnig I bet. O well!!!! Thursday Im gonna go to the mall with ( Read more... )

  Well I spent a few days resting my emotions and I think I really messed up. Messed up with Ben that is. To be honest I was thinking about breaking it off but now that I think of I really dont want to. God Im so selfish sometimes. The last thing I ever wanted to do is hurt him. I care so much about him. And the more people say they had their ( Read more... )

Well not much to say. Heather's here. We went for a walk and ended up sitting on Jenn's driveway for a while and we met these cool guys. One was pretty cute. but then I got yelled at for staying out and not telling my 'rents where I was. heh. Well now we're just sitting here. hmmmm fun.

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k im back form up north and i had a peachy keen time. my nose is burnt and i think its really funny looking.i went to the counting crows concert today and it was peeeerty cool. i dunno i guess i just need a few days to settle down into clinton twp mode.

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Today I got up and went to breakfast at ihop. I guess it was nice. Then for the rest of the day I laid by the pool and thought about everything and anything and to tell you the truth, I didn't feel anything. I just felt numb. but thats ok. Im really anxious about tomorrow. My flight isn't striaght to Michigan. It stops in Chicago for an hour then ( Read more... )