well, i'm getting ready to make the trip to ohio once again ( Read more... )

well i don't even know where to begin ( Read more... )

i'm confused about so much going on in my life right now, that i either want to scream at the top of my lungs and see if anyone would even hear me, or just run away from everything ( Read more... )

oh my goodness its been too long since ive updated any of you on my thoughts and life in general ( Read more... )

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everything is going bad ( Read more... )

i'm pretty sure danny knows i like him, oh but guess what.
he likes abby.
he's avoiding me.
once again i suck.

my mom found out i got arrested.
i almost got fired from my job.
& this kid aaron made me very uncomfortable last night.

i could go for an amazing hug right about now.

yeah so i still really suck at life.
but hey, at least i haven't killed myself yet.

heh.

i decided that i am not letting myself get close to anyone besides the people i'm already close with because these newer people are only going to turn their backs on you.

neat david: thank you so much for listening to all of my pathetic problems these ( Read more... )

i did something kind of terrible last night when i couldn't fall asleep.

i've been having more anxiety attack things lately, but only when i think about one thing. you.

i have no idea what i'm going to do with myself because i might end up dead soon if something doesnt change.

i lied.

& everything is killing me.

i almost drove my car off the road the other day just to get it over with.

i've never been this depressed before.

& i'm a fake when it comes to smiling.