My vocal audition at Bowling Green State University is tomorrow. I am not too nervous. In fact I keep thinking about Oberlin College. I am afraid BGSU will offer me all these great things before I even have my Oberlin audition. I didn't tell BGSU that they were my first choice. They are not. But, It is not a bad school either. I am afraid though ( Read more... )

We were finally able to get Courtney an appointment tomorow with the doctor. I hope all goes well. Kelly still hasn't reinstated Courtney's insurance. Matthew even told her that he spoke to her caseworker and that we knew she didn't need a face to face interview for Courtney's insurance. Is she really this stupid to tell us she hasn't had time to ( Read more... )

I stood up to my mum in law today. I told her we wanted Courtney (my step daughter)to stay on Friday night and that we would take her back the next day. Her response was... But then she'll miss Christmas here. Hello? What the hell does she think she is coming up for on Friday? So I said..." I don't think it is fair that Matthew never gets to see ( Read more... )

I am sick of all of us being sick. How many times can you spread the flu to one another? I am also about to go nuts with my college apps and stuff. I have a audition in a few weeks and I have to have a prescreen for Oberlin done in a couple weeks not to mention my applications done by the 15th of January. YUCK! It all came up so fast. But I found ( Read more... )

Mia is driving me crazy. Yes she is still up, getting into everything. Time for bed! Mommy needs it. But there is still laundry to do and sunday school curtains to finish. I hope I have enough wine.

Alright. I am trying not to be so negative lately. I know that I need to calm down about many things right now and just try to fix them with grace. Things have been wonderful lately. Money is better and so is my marriage. Not that my marriage was bad before, it wasn't. But it is definitely better lately. We are having more fun. We had been so busy ( Read more... )

Okay, I really need help people. I don't know what to do about my mum in law. I do love her, (most of tthe time, lol) but I am getting extremely pissed off with the way she is trying to pretend to be my step daughter's mom and the fact that she lets her watch too much tv, rated r movies, (she is only 10), Smokes like a chimney around her and my 2 ( Read more... )

Geez, could I take any longer to post? As for my weekend in Illinois with my two best gals...It was fantastic. I had so much fun, (other than my minor argument with my husband where he thought we hadn't behaved). Oh please...Really, us, not behave? I wouldn't think of it, lol ( Read more... )

Yay! I get to see my friend's tomorrow! Well, goldfrost, I will see you around 2:30am friday morning! lol. But soon enough! I think Matt is a little upset that I am going. I suppose I would be too if I didn't get to go somewhere other than Ohio. But since we have been together he has taken 3 small trips. Without me. So I think I am entitled to a ( Read more... )

Mia and I went trick or treating tonight. Matthew had to work. He sounded so depressed when I talked to him earlier. (Mia is trying to tap dance like elmo. Hillarious!) But anyhow, I wish he wasn't so sad. He just said he was having a bad day. I wish he had a job that he really liked. Hell, I wish I could have a job a really liked. Even if it was ( Read more... )