I am so sleepy lately. Mom and I finally organized the cupboards in the kitchen. That only took months to accomplish. They look great and mom even said her brain hurts putting the rice and pasta next to the cereals instead of having their own shelf. I am proud. She picked up three new books on Feung Shui and is really taking it all in. She is ( Read more... )

I am so tired. Why can't I just accept that things aren't always going to be perfect. I am 25% there. Why have I been felling the need to be so perfect? I will never have everything done. I keep saying to myself... "Oh once this is done it will be better." But the thing is, is there is always more. I wish I could just flow with it. Goodnight.

Well, we raised so much money from the sale that we were able to get new tires for the Jeep and go shopping. Yay! I am beat though. I have to put the house back together now.

Just trying to figure out the pics. I can't make it in to the gym today. I have to watch a friends kids. Mia loves it. She really likes having someone to play with. Oh I got my books for the ACE personal trainer exam. The one is huge. And I have to know so much more beyond what I have. I feel as if I am going pre med all of a sudden. lol. I told ( Read more... )

Everytime I wake up early I can not go back to sleep. I do not understand it. Oh well. I started training at the gym yesterday. I am very surprised I am not in more pain. I work out at home, but the machines are so much harder work. I suppose I will just be happy I am not stuck in bed ( Read more... )

Well, I just talked to my father last night and he is giving me $300.00 for the books I need to study with so I can pass my personal training exam. I only asked him for $90.00. He said he wanted me to have the better package so I would have a better chance of passing my exam. He has really been so selfless lately. I really appreciate it. I will try ( Read more... )

Mia wet her bed last night and then woke up at 7:30 this morning. I definitely did not get the recomended 7-8hrs of sleep. I am so tired. I did however go and register for my classes last week. 17 credit hours! I have to take them all! I know I will be fine though. Everyone at Heidelberg has been so nice, (including the music students). I am really ( Read more... )

Okay, I really don't feel like going into too much detail. All I have to say is I got into Heidelberg College with just about a full ride. I am doing okay. I decide too go on some anxiety meds so I can stop stressing out over everything that needs done everyday. I must say, I definitely feel happier and more relaxed. Matt has been checking his ( Read more... )

It seems that during these past lets say, three years of life, my aura color went from being magenta to Sensitive Tan / Violet. I think I am more of a Violet though. It is so odd though because obviously I am a completely different person. I have calmed down so much that things I never cared about in the past, have become the most important things ( Read more... )

First of all I probably will not make it in to BGSU because of my grades. They are sticklers on that. I might make it in to thier music dept, but if I don't get into the school, I am out. This sucks. I am waiting to hear back from Oberlin right now about wether I have an audition or not. They received my prescreen ( me singing two songs) Friday I ( Read more... )