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So I just had the weirdest dream I think I ever had in my entire life. To make a long story short, I dreamed that I was drugged and set up in a life with my ex. In the dream I had no memory of how it came to be, but all my phone contacts were deleted and there were pictures on my phone of me making all the changes to my life. Funny thing was, in ( Read more... ) -
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It's starting to seem like every time I dream, I either have a session of lucid dreaming, astral travel, or a horrible memory. It doesn't help that I can't sleep through the night anymore. I start to feel the tendrils of sleep curling around me, then my body panics, and I wake up, heart pounding and breath ragged. It's interesting, but really. ( Read more... ) -
Just a quick hello before I start studying for my quiz tomorrow morning.
What to tell you? I still haven't heard back from the Orleans Parish mental health facility. I'm starting to get worried. I've been trying to take the Seroquel regularly, since I'm on the last few of my Abilify. It's not enough. I've been trying to hide the irritation that keeps bubbling up to the surface, but it's hard. The only reason ( Read more... ) -
Oh to be a fly on the wall...
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So, school started again on Tuesday. I have to make straight As this semester. That's not going to be easy, but I think I can pull it off. I went to my pdoc today, but he was out of the office. They rescheduled me, but the earliest I can see him is February, and I think the appointment is in the middle of my class, so I may have to reschedule ( Read more... ) -
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So, it is 5 in the morning and I should be exhausted and sleeping, but thanks to bipolar or christmas spirit or caffeine, I can't sleep. Which sucks, because I need to be up in about 6 hours to do family stuff with family that I haven't seen in years. Yay. On the plus side, I get to wake up extra early to go to Walgreens (because they should be ( Read more... ) -
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So, I have a computer of my own again, so I may be on here more often. So much has happened since the last time I posted. I broke up with a controlling, abusive boyfriend, and got engaged to the most wonderful man I've ever met. He makes me smile constantly. I'm off almost all of my meds and remaining stable (at least for now). The pdoc has me ( Read more... ) -
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So, I caught the end of Idiocracy today. That movie scares me because I can totally see that happening. Only the stupid are breeding. The cretins cloning and feeding. It scares me. It makes me feel like maybe I should have as many kids as possible to balance it out, but it has already been determined that me having kids is a bad idea. Anyway ( Read more... )