When are you going to come down
When are you going to land
I should have stayed on the farm
I should have listened to my old man

You know you can't hold me forever
I didn't sign up for you
I'm not a present for your friends to open
This girls too young to be singing the blues..So goodbye yellowbrick road ( Read more... )

The way I am, selfish, stubborn, stupid....bothers a lot of people.

Part of me wants to be better.

But another part of me is tired of apologizing just for the way...I am.

So maybe, at least while I'm young(er...) and restless...maybe I'll just be what I am and not feel bad for it.

How did I become so interested in words? I certainly don’t choose my own words carefully at all. I throw hate and love around pretty easily. I hate a lot of inanimate objects and feelings and I say this quite often. I even say that I hate people at the drop of a hat. Just the same, I love a lot of inanimate objects and throw that around also ( Read more... )

i physically can't update here because if i did my head might explode. i have too many things to say. TOO MANY THINGS. for some reason i can never bullshit you, LJ. I have to tell you the truth.

I sent a postcard to postsecret.com but I don't think they'll post it. I wish they would, just so YOU might see it.

i was resistant.
you both told me i was being too cautious.
i did it.
now you say it was wrong.

wtf, family? WTF?

I miss school. Working full time at my job at UT has been a double edged sword. I get to do what I like, in a place that I love which is great. But I also have to deal with all these undergraduate students, stumbling along, having the time of their lives and they don't even know it. That part.....sucks. I see them and I want to be them, and I ( Read more... )

1. What do you do? How general. What do I do..... hmm.. A lot of things, I guess. But mostly worry.

2. What makes you pay attention? Something that I have interest in? Again, what kind of stupe-ass question is that?

3. What's your inspiration? Failure. Not even joking. Most of the things I do, I do because I either don't want to look ( Read more... )

Updates I promised and updates I am ready to produce ( Read more... )

I am alive, I promise. I've thought about it, and it's time to start LJing again. I have to go through and make most things Friends Only, though, because apparently out here in the real world people like to read things you wrote when you were 15 and angry at the world and use that as an excuse not to like you or hire you ( Read more... )

I just finished my last undergraduate exam...and I'm sobbing like a baby.